Please Alice, please don't go looking for her future." He begged.
"Edward, I...I mean she...I mean." I was frustrated and unsure how to respond to his request.
"Yes Edward, I will not look. Jasper and I will leave tonight." I said, my voice no more then a whisper.
"Thank you Alice." He said as he got to his feet and offered his hand to help me up.
"Edward, could you do me a favor or two?" I asked as I stood up.
"Anything." He said softly.
"I won't get to say goodbye and she is my best friend, will you please tell her goodbye for me? And Edward, please don't leave me." I said as I looked up at him.
"I will tell her goodbye, I promise." He said as he hugged me tightly then started running back to the house.
I didn't realize until we jumped the river and were walking into the house that he never promised not to leave me. I took a deep breath and for some reason my body started shaking.
Our family was changing, and as I closed my eyes to search I began to wonder if it would ever be the same as it was now.
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Chapter 9
We both walked into the house and to explain it in one word, that word would be chaos. Everyone was working at full speed trying to get everything together. I looked at Edward who looked down at his feet and moaned before running up the stairs into his room to start packing.
I sat on the stairs watching people pack things. I knew that I should be upstairs helping Jazz pack our stuff, but before I could get myself to do it I sat and closed my eyes one last time.
The first thing I saw was a note, it looked like it was written in Bella's hand writing, but as I focused on it I realized that it was Edwards. The note said "Going for a walk with Edward, up the path. Back soon." It was signed B.
The note broke my frozen heart. I focused again and saw Edward leaning on a tree telling Bella lies about not loving her and not being good for her and that she wasn't good for him.
Her face dropped, I know from talking to her that she always believed that she wasn't good enough for him and with him saying these things she would finally think she knows the truth.
The future got foggy after that, Bella didn't know this was going to happen and without both sides knowing everything there wasn't any future to see.
I was still sitting on the stairs when Edward came down with a box and dropped it right next to me, breaking my focus. I looked up at him with such anger and sadness that I couldn't say anything. I got off the stairs, shot him a look so that he knew I was looking.
"You said you wouldn't look." He thought.
"You haven't done it yet, I wanted to see what would happen." I thought sadly.
"Will you show me please?" He thought as his face broke again, the screaming man showing again.
I thought about what I had seen, making sure that he saw everything. He grabbed my shoulders to hold himself up, the truth of this situation suddenly becoming real.
"Please make sure you leave the note." I whispered as I turned away from him and ran up the stairs.
I ran into our room and slammed the door behind me. Jasper spun as the door slammed and ran over to me, helping me over to the bed.
"Alice? What?" He asked concerned.
"Oh Jasper, it will crush both of them. He thinks he is leaving to help her but it won't help, how could he think this would help her?!" I screamed.
"Alice don't beat yourself up." He began saying when I interrupted him.
"I SAW everything!! He's going to leave her in the woods, he's going to rip her heart out and leave her ALONE in the woods." I sobbed.
I heard Edward walk down the hallway and pause outside our door. I'm positive he heard every word of what I just said and at that point I didn't care. He was going to hurt his true love, he was going to walk away from the family that loved him and he didn't even have a second thought.
I heard him sigh outside the door. "I'm sorry Alice." He thought.
I ran to the door and opened it as fast as I could. I moved so fast that he was surprised when I was in the door frame and standing on my tip toes so that I was in his face.
"Yeah you're sorry!!! You are killing both of you! Whether you admit it or not, this is going to kill both of you!" I screamed in his face not caring who was listening.
I turned around and slammed the door in his face, the look in his eyes was heart breaking. I just hurt my brother when he was already hurting. I turned so that my back was against the door, my body shaking.
"Please don't leave me." I whispered through the door.
"I have to, we can not go together this time. Please understand, I will call when I'm ready and you will be the one to come get me ok?" Edward said directly to the door.
"Promise me you will call me, we've not been apart since Jasper and I joined this family. You and I have always had each other and now..." I said as I opened the door and threw my arms around him.
"Alice, please understand. I will call often, but I need to be alone to figure out who I am again." He said as he hugged me tightly.
"I know who you are, you are Edward Cullen. My brother, the other half of our 'freak' group. The only person other then Jasper who can talk sense into me, or calm me down." I said in between sobs.
He kissed my forehead and pulled away from me. He looked back over his shoulder once before he walked into his room.
"I Love you Edward." I said softly.
I heard a sigh from his room and I went back to packing all of our belongings as fast as I could so that we could leave and get away from this town and it's memories.
"Edward, I...I mean she...I mean." I was frustrated and unsure how to respond to his request.
"Yes Edward, I will not look. Jasper and I will leave tonight." I said, my voice no more then a whisper.
"Thank you Alice." He said as he got to his feet and offered his hand to help me up.
"Edward, could you do me a favor or two?" I asked as I stood up.
"Anything." He said softly.
"I won't get to say goodbye and she is my best friend, will you please tell her goodbye for me? And Edward, please don't leave me." I said as I looked up at him.
"I will tell her goodbye, I promise." He said as he hugged me tightly then started running back to the house.
I didn't realize until we jumped the river and were walking into the house that he never promised not to leave me. I took a deep breath and for some reason my body started shaking.
Our family was changing, and as I closed my eyes to search I began to wonder if it would ever be the same as it was now.
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Chapter 9
We both walked into the house and to explain it in one word, that word would be chaos. Everyone was working at full speed trying to get everything together. I looked at Edward who looked down at his feet and moaned before running up the stairs into his room to start packing.
I sat on the stairs watching people pack things. I knew that I should be upstairs helping Jazz pack our stuff, but before I could get myself to do it I sat and closed my eyes one last time.
The first thing I saw was a note, it looked like it was written in Bella's hand writing, but as I focused on it I realized that it was Edwards. The note said "Going for a walk with Edward, up the path. Back soon." It was signed B.
The note broke my frozen heart. I focused again and saw Edward leaning on a tree telling Bella lies about not loving her and not being good for her and that she wasn't good for him.
Her face dropped, I know from talking to her that she always believed that she wasn't good enough for him and with him saying these things she would finally think she knows the truth.
The future got foggy after that, Bella didn't know this was going to happen and without both sides knowing everything there wasn't any future to see.
I was still sitting on the stairs when Edward came down with a box and dropped it right next to me, breaking my focus. I looked up at him with such anger and sadness that I couldn't say anything. I got off the stairs, shot him a look so that he knew I was looking.
"You said you wouldn't look." He thought.
"You haven't done it yet, I wanted to see what would happen." I thought sadly.
"Will you show me please?" He thought as his face broke again, the screaming man showing again.
I thought about what I had seen, making sure that he saw everything. He grabbed my shoulders to hold himself up, the truth of this situation suddenly becoming real.
"Please make sure you leave the note." I whispered as I turned away from him and ran up the stairs.
I ran into our room and slammed the door behind me. Jasper spun as the door slammed and ran over to me, helping me over to the bed.
"Alice? What?" He asked concerned.
"Oh Jasper, it will crush both of them. He thinks he is leaving to help her but it won't help, how could he think this would help her?!" I screamed.
"Alice don't beat yourself up." He began saying when I interrupted him.
"I SAW everything!! He's going to leave her in the woods, he's going to rip her heart out and leave her ALONE in the woods." I sobbed.
I heard Edward walk down the hallway and pause outside our door. I'm positive he heard every word of what I just said and at that point I didn't care. He was going to hurt his true love, he was going to walk away from the family that loved him and he didn't even have a second thought.
I heard him sigh outside the door. "I'm sorry Alice." He thought.
I ran to the door and opened it as fast as I could. I moved so fast that he was surprised when I was in the door frame and standing on my tip toes so that I was in his face.
"Yeah you're sorry!!! You are killing both of you! Whether you admit it or not, this is going to kill both of you!" I screamed in his face not caring who was listening.
I turned around and slammed the door in his face, the look in his eyes was heart breaking. I just hurt my brother when he was already hurting. I turned so that my back was against the door, my body shaking.
"Please don't leave me." I whispered through the door.
"I have to, we can not go together this time. Please understand, I will call when I'm ready and you will be the one to come get me ok?" Edward said directly to the door.
"Promise me you will call me, we've not been apart since Jasper and I joined this family. You and I have always had each other and now..." I said as I opened the door and threw my arms around him.
"Alice, please understand. I will call often, but I need to be alone to figure out who I am again." He said as he hugged me tightly.
"I know who you are, you are Edward Cullen. My brother, the other half of our 'freak' group. The only person other then Jasper who can talk sense into me, or calm me down." I said in between sobs.
He kissed my forehead and pulled away from me. He looked back over his shoulder once before he walked into his room.
"I Love you Edward." I said softly.
I heard a sigh from his room and I went back to packing all of our belongings as fast as I could so that we could leave and get away from this town and it's memories.
Please Alice, please don't go looking for her future." He begged.
"Edward, I...I mean she...I mean." I was frustrated and unsure how to respond to his request.
"Yes Edward, I will not look. Jasper and I will leave tonight." I said, my voice no more then a whisper.
"Thank you Alice." He said as he got to his feet and offered his hand to help me up.
"Edward, could you do me a favor or two?" I asked as I stood up.
"Anything." He said softly.
"I won't get to say goodbye and she is my best friend, will you please tell her goodbye for me? And Edward, please don't leave me." I said as I looked up at him.
"I will tell her goodbye, I promise." He said as he hugged me tightly then started running back to the house.
I didn't realize until we jumped the river and were walking into the house that he never promised not to leave me. I took a deep breath and for some reason my body started shaking.
Our family was changing, and as I closed my eyes to search I began to wonder if it would ever be the same as it was now.
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Chapter 9
We both walked into the house and to explain it in one word, that word would be chaos. Everyone was working at full speed trying to get everything together. I looked at Edward who looked down at his feet and moaned before running up the stairs into his room to start packing.
I sat on the stairs watching people pack things. I knew that I should be upstairs helping Jazz pack our stuff, but before I could get myself to do it I sat and closed my eyes one last time.
The first thing I saw was a note, it looked like it was written in Bella's hand writing, but as I focused on it I realized that it was Edwards. The note said "Going for a walk with Edward, up the path. Back soon." It was signed B.
The note broke my frozen heart. I focused again and saw Edward leaning on a tree telling Bella lies about not loving her and not being good for her and that she wasn't good for him.
Her face dropped, I know from talking to her that she always believed that she wasn't good enough for him and with him saying these things she would finally think she knows the truth.
The future got foggy after that, Bella didn't know this was going to happen and without both sides knowing everything there wasn't any future to see.
I was still sitting on the stairs when Edward came down with a box and dropped it right next to me, breaking my focus. I looked up at him with such anger and sadness that I couldn't say anything. I got off the stairs, shot him a look so that he knew I was looking.
"You said you wouldn't look." He thought.
"You haven't done it yet, I wanted to see what would happen." I thought sadly.
"Will you show me please?" He thought as his face broke again, the screaming man showing again.
I thought about what I had seen, making sure that he saw everything. He grabbed my shoulders to hold himself up, the truth of this situation suddenly becoming real.
"Please make sure you leave the note." I whispered as I turned away from him and ran up the stairs.
I ran into our room and slammed the door behind me. Jasper spun as the door slammed and ran over to me, helping me over to the bed.
"Alice? What?" He asked concerned.
"Oh Jasper, it will crush both of them. He thinks he is leaving to help her but it won't help, how could he think this would help her?!" I screamed.
"Alice don't beat yourself up." He began saying when I interrupted him.
"I SAW everything!! He's going to leave her in the woods, he's going to rip her heart out and leave her ALONE in the woods." I sobbed.
I heard Edward walk down the hallway and pause outside our door. I'm positive he heard every word of what I just said and at that point I didn't care. He was going to hurt his true love, he was going to walk away from the family that loved him and he didn't even have a second thought.
I heard him sigh outside the door. "I'm sorry Alice." He thought.
I ran to the door and opened it as fast as I could. I moved so fast that he was surprised when I was in the door frame and standing on my tip toes so that I was in his face.
"Yeah you're sorry!!! You are killing both of you! Whether you admit it or not, this is going to kill both of you!" I screamed in his face not caring who was listening.
I turned around and slammed the door in his face, the look in his eyes was heart breaking. I just hurt my brother when he was already hurting. I turned so that my back was against the door, my body shaking.
"Please don't leave me." I whispered through the door.
"I have to, we can not go together this time. Please understand, I will call when I'm ready and you will be the one to come get me ok?" Edward said directly to the door.
"Promise me you will call me, we've not been apart since Jasper and I joined this family. You and I have always had each other and now..." I said as I opened the door and threw my arms around him.
"Alice, please understand. I will call often, but I need to be alone to figure out who I am again." He said as he hugged me tightly.
"I know who you are, you are Edward Cullen. My brother, the other half of our 'freak' group. The only person other then Jasper who can talk sense into me, or calm me down." I said in between sobs.
He kissed my forehead and pulled away from me. He looked back over his shoulder once before he walked into his room.
"I Love you Edward." I said softly.
I heard a sigh from his room and I went back to packing all of our belongings as fast as I could so that we could leave and get away from this town and it's memories.
"Edward, I...I mean she...I mean." I was frustrated and unsure how to respond to his request.
"Yes Edward, I will not look. Jasper and I will leave tonight." I said, my voice no more then a whisper.
"Thank you Alice." He said as he got to his feet and offered his hand to help me up.
"Edward, could you do me a favor or two?" I asked as I stood up.
"Anything." He said softly.
"I won't get to say goodbye and she is my best friend, will you please tell her goodbye for me? And Edward, please don't leave me." I said as I looked up at him.
"I will tell her goodbye, I promise." He said as he hugged me tightly then started running back to the house.
I didn't realize until we jumped the river and were walking into the house that he never promised not to leave me. I took a deep breath and for some reason my body started shaking.
Our family was changing, and as I closed my eyes to search I began to wonder if it would ever be the same as it was now.
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Chapter 9
We both walked into the house and to explain it in one word, that word would be chaos. Everyone was working at full speed trying to get everything together. I looked at Edward who looked down at his feet and moaned before running up the stairs into his room to start packing.
I sat on the stairs watching people pack things. I knew that I should be upstairs helping Jazz pack our stuff, but before I could get myself to do it I sat and closed my eyes one last time.
The first thing I saw was a note, it looked like it was written in Bella's hand writing, but as I focused on it I realized that it was Edwards. The note said "Going for a walk with Edward, up the path. Back soon." It was signed B.
The note broke my frozen heart. I focused again and saw Edward leaning on a tree telling Bella lies about not loving her and not being good for her and that she wasn't good for him.
Her face dropped, I know from talking to her that she always believed that she wasn't good enough for him and with him saying these things she would finally think she knows the truth.
The future got foggy after that, Bella didn't know this was going to happen and without both sides knowing everything there wasn't any future to see.
I was still sitting on the stairs when Edward came down with a box and dropped it right next to me, breaking my focus. I looked up at him with such anger and sadness that I couldn't say anything. I got off the stairs, shot him a look so that he knew I was looking.
"You said you wouldn't look." He thought.
"You haven't done it yet, I wanted to see what would happen." I thought sadly.
"Will you show me please?" He thought as his face broke again, the screaming man showing again.
I thought about what I had seen, making sure that he saw everything. He grabbed my shoulders to hold himself up, the truth of this situation suddenly becoming real.
"Please make sure you leave the note." I whispered as I turned away from him and ran up the stairs.
I ran into our room and slammed the door behind me. Jasper spun as the door slammed and ran over to me, helping me over to the bed.
"Alice? What?" He asked concerned.
"Oh Jasper, it will crush both of them. He thinks he is leaving to help her but it won't help, how could he think this would help her?!" I screamed.
"Alice don't beat yourself up." He began saying when I interrupted him.
"I SAW everything!! He's going to leave her in the woods, he's going to rip her heart out and leave her ALONE in the woods." I sobbed.
I heard Edward walk down the hallway and pause outside our door. I'm positive he heard every word of what I just said and at that point I didn't care. He was going to hurt his true love, he was going to walk away from the family that loved him and he didn't even have a second thought.
I heard him sigh outside the door. "I'm sorry Alice." He thought.
I ran to the door and opened it as fast as I could. I moved so fast that he was surprised when I was in the door frame and standing on my tip toes so that I was in his face.
"Yeah you're sorry!!! You are killing both of you! Whether you admit it or not, this is going to kill both of you!" I screamed in his face not caring who was listening.
I turned around and slammed the door in his face, the look in his eyes was heart breaking. I just hurt my brother when he was already hurting. I turned so that my back was against the door, my body shaking.
"Please don't leave me." I whispered through the door.
"I have to, we can not go together this time. Please understand, I will call when I'm ready and you will be the one to come get me ok?" Edward said directly to the door.
"Promise me you will call me, we've not been apart since Jasper and I joined this family. You and I have always had each other and now..." I said as I opened the door and threw my arms around him.
"Alice, please understand. I will call often, but I need to be alone to figure out who I am again." He said as he hugged me tightly.
"I know who you are, you are Edward Cullen. My brother, the other half of our 'freak' group. The only person other then Jasper who can talk sense into me, or calm me down." I said in between sobs.
He kissed my forehead and pulled away from me. He looked back over his shoulder once before he walked into his room.
"I Love you Edward." I said softly.
I heard a sigh from his room and I went back to packing all of our belongings as fast as I could so that we could leave and get away from this town and it's memories.