Hey!! Ok just wanted to say sorry I haven't written these in a few days...I get a bit obsessed with stories when I start them LOL! If I do forget a story, or if you want a chapter of something please just ask and if I have time I'll try and get it done. Thanks
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End of Chapter 14
"Jasper," She said as she took my hands in hers. "I wish you would just trust yourself..or trust me. I'm not going to run from you, please tell me what you were thinking?" She pleaded.
"I realized how amazingly beautiful you are. The color of your hair against your skin...." I said as I took a strand of her hair in my hand. "The color of your eyes, the fact that I think I could sit and stare into your eyes all day." I admitted, shaking my head.
"You think I'm beautiful?" She asked.
"Gorgeous, stunning, breath taking." I said quickly, wishing I would have thought about my response.
She shook her head, looking at my face as if she did not believe what I was saying. I wished that there was a way to let her know how I felt about her.
I leaned in carefully, taking her face in my hands raising her face up to look at mine. I saw something in her eyes that let me know that she wanted this as much as I did.
I gently kissed the tip of her nose, slowly kissing down her cheek to her lips. Once our lips met it was like a release for both of us. She leaned in, wrapping her arms around my back..holding us together.
I pulled her as close to me as she could be with our lips never ending the kiss. It might sound strange, but it was the first time that I felt like she was the one...she was my home...where I belonged.
Chapter 14
She pulled back, looking at my face...the strangest expression on her face. "Hmmm I was right." She said impishly.
"Right about what?" I asked as I leaned against the couch, pulling her with me. I settled in with her against my chest, her head resting back so that she could see me, her hands took mine in hers.
"Well, I saw you coming in the diner." She said matter of factly.
"Yes, you did." I replied.
"Then...well." She said as she played with my fingers.
"Alice, you know you can tell me anything." I said as I kissed the back of her head.
"I know, I just worry about scaring you off." She said quietly.
I moved my head to the side so that I could see her face more clearly. "You're worried about me running?" I asked, trying to hide the shock in my voice.
"Well, yeah." She said as she looked up at me.
I shook my head, thinking about how to tell her that I thought I was falling in love with her. That whole idea scared the heck out of me, I mean I had only known this girl for a few hours...but deep down I knew that I would be willing to follow her to the ends of the earth if she asked me. It was all so new to me, the whole idea of being with someone, not having to run from myself or my past.
I was so deep in thought that I didn't notice her talking to me until she moved away from my chest, taking my face in her hands.
"Jasper!" She cried, fear causing her voice to raise.
"Oh, I'm sorry." I said as I held her hands against my face. "I was thinking again." I laughed.
"You went so still, I...just...." She said as she leaned against my chest. "Please just talk to me." She said softly against my chest.
"I'm sorry I worried you." I said as I kissed her head.
"What were you thinking?" She asked as she looked up at me.
"I was...."I said as I thought about if I should tell her or not. "I was wondering what you saw in the woods?" I said as I changed my mind.
"Oh, well." She said as she looked down again.
"Alice, talk to me." I said as I smiled down at her, saying the same thing she just said to me.
"I saw......us." She said softly, her voice no more then a whisper.
"Us?" I asked as I watched her.
"Yeah....." She said as she avoided my eyes.
"And what about us?" I asked, sending her reassuring feelings. "Alice, you can tell me anything. I will not run from you...ever."
"I know, I just...I've never...I don't know." She said sadly.
I moved her so that I could sit up, not letting go of her. "Alice, please...look at me." I begged.
She raised her head a little, so that she could look at me. I put my finger under her chin, pushing gently so that she was looking in my eyes.
"Please, we have to talk about this. What is making you so nervous love?" I said without thinking about it.
Her eyes widened a bit as I realized that I had just called her love. "What did you call me?" She asked sweetly.
"Alice," I said as I realized I had to tell her now what I as feeling. I couldn't hide myself or my feelings from her anymore...it wasn't fair to either of us. Also, if I told her what I was feeling, maybe she would be able to tell me what she was thinking.
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End of Chapter 14
"Jasper," She said as she took my hands in hers. "I wish you would just trust yourself..or trust me. I'm not going to run from you, please tell me what you were thinking?" She pleaded.
"I realized how amazingly beautiful you are. The color of your hair against your skin...." I said as I took a strand of her hair in my hand. "The color of your eyes, the fact that I think I could sit and stare into your eyes all day." I admitted, shaking my head.
"You think I'm beautiful?" She asked.
"Gorgeous, stunning, breath taking." I said quickly, wishing I would have thought about my response.
She shook her head, looking at my face as if she did not believe what I was saying. I wished that there was a way to let her know how I felt about her.
I leaned in carefully, taking her face in my hands raising her face up to look at mine. I saw something in her eyes that let me know that she wanted this as much as I did.
I gently kissed the tip of her nose, slowly kissing down her cheek to her lips. Once our lips met it was like a release for both of us. She leaned in, wrapping her arms around my back..holding us together.
I pulled her as close to me as she could be with our lips never ending the kiss. It might sound strange, but it was the first time that I felt like she was the one...she was my home...where I belonged.
Chapter 14
She pulled back, looking at my face...the strangest expression on her face. "Hmmm I was right." She said impishly.
"Right about what?" I asked as I leaned against the couch, pulling her with me. I settled in with her against my chest, her head resting back so that she could see me, her hands took mine in hers.
"Well, I saw you coming in the diner." She said matter of factly.
"Yes, you did." I replied.
"Then...well." She said as she played with my fingers.
"Alice, you know you can tell me anything." I said as I kissed the back of her head.
"I know, I just worry about scaring you off." She said quietly.
I moved my head to the side so that I could see her face more clearly. "You're worried about me running?" I asked, trying to hide the shock in my voice.
"Well, yeah." She said as she looked up at me.
I shook my head, thinking about how to tell her that I thought I was falling in love with her. That whole idea scared the heck out of me, I mean I had only known this girl for a few hours...but deep down I knew that I would be willing to follow her to the ends of the earth if she asked me. It was all so new to me, the whole idea of being with someone, not having to run from myself or my past.
I was so deep in thought that I didn't notice her talking to me until she moved away from my chest, taking my face in her hands.
"Jasper!" She cried, fear causing her voice to raise.
"Oh, I'm sorry." I said as I held her hands against my face. "I was thinking again." I laughed.
"You went so still, I...just...." She said as she leaned against my chest. "Please just talk to me." She said softly against my chest.
"I'm sorry I worried you." I said as I kissed her head.
"What were you thinking?" She asked as she looked up at me.
"I was...."I said as I thought about if I should tell her or not. "I was wondering what you saw in the woods?" I said as I changed my mind.
"Oh, well." She said as she looked down again.
"Alice, talk to me." I said as I smiled down at her, saying the same thing she just said to me.
"I saw......us." She said softly, her voice no more then a whisper.
"Us?" I asked as I watched her.
"Yeah....." She said as she avoided my eyes.
"And what about us?" I asked, sending her reassuring feelings. "Alice, you can tell me anything. I will not run from you...ever."
"I know, I just...I've never...I don't know." She said sadly.
I moved her so that I could sit up, not letting go of her. "Alice, please...look at me." I begged.
She raised her head a little, so that she could look at me. I put my finger under her chin, pushing gently so that she was looking in my eyes.
"Please, we have to talk about this. What is making you so nervous love?" I said without thinking about it.
Her eyes widened a bit as I realized that I had just called her love. "What did you call me?" She asked sweetly.
"Alice," I said as I realized I had to tell her now what I as feeling. I couldn't hide myself or my feelings from her anymore...it wasn't fair to either of us. Also, if I told her what I was feeling, maybe she would be able to tell me what she was thinking.