I know I have not been very good about writing the other stories...so I'm going to try to do as many as I can tonight...so here's the first...JASPER....YEAH!!!
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End of Chapter 15
"Alice, talk to me." I said as I smiled down at her, saying the same thing she just said to me.
"I saw......us." She said softly, her voice no more then a whisper.
"Us?" I asked as I watched her.
"Yeah....." She said as she avoided my eyes.
"And what about us?" I asked, sending her reassuring feelings. "Alice, you can tell me anything. I will not run from you...ever."
"I know, I just...I've never...I don't know." She said sadly.
I moved her so that I could sit up, not letting go of her. "Alice, please...look at me." I begged.
She raised her head a little, so that she could look at me. I put my finger under her chin, pushing gently so that she was looking in my eyes.
"Please, we have to talk about this. What is making you so nervous love?" I said without thinking about it.
Her eyes widened a bit as I realized that I had just called her love. "What did you call me?" She asked sweetly.
"Alice," I said as I realized I had to tell her now what I as feeling. I couldn't hide myself or my feelings from her anymore...it wasn't fair to either of us. Also, if I told her what I was feeling, maybe she would be able to tell me what she was thinking.
[b]Chapter 16[b]
"Alice," I said as I turned my head so that I could see her, taking a deep breath before I continued. "Alice, I don't know how to tell you." I said as I got angry at myself.
"Tell me what? Jasper?" She pleaded.
"Alice, you know my past..I've been alone." I started, looking into the house..avoiding her eyes in the fear I would stop talking. "I've never been with someone that I have had feelings for..someone..." I trailed off, loosing my nerve.
"Jasper, please trust me. I know how I feel." She said quietly still snuggled into my chest.
"Alice, I've never felt this way." I said as I looked down at her.
"Me either."
"Well, that's good to know." I said as I leaned down kissing the top of her head. "I think I'm falling in love with you." I said against her head.
She held still for a moment before she leaned back enough to look me in the eyes, her emotions ranging from scared to joy to....love? I tried to not show that I could feel her emotions, but the smile spread across my face and I leaned in to kiss her.
I meant for the kiss to be sweet, but our lips met and all of our emotions flooded into each other. I pulled her close to me, wrapping my arms around her. She sighed as she stretched her head up to continue the kiss.
She laughed quietly as I tried to pull back, she wrapped her arms around my neck holding me there with all her strength.....not that I really wanted to stop this kiss.
I don't know how long we sat there holding each other before she looked up at me, her face glowing in the dull light of the lamp.
"I love you too." She said quietly, suddenly becoming shy.
I pulled her close against my chest, hugging her as my entire body absorbed the fact that she had just told me that she loves me....could she really mean it?
My self doubt began to creep up again, I wondered if she truly felt that or if she was just saying it to make me feel better? I felt myself pulling away, running in a way...but her arms wrapped around my back as she looked up at my face.
"Jasper? Why did you just tense up? What are you thinking?" She asked.
I shook my head, unable to voice my fears...if I said them out loud...they could be true.
"Jasper!" She called out to me.
I looked down at her, her eyes wide in fear. I was scaring her, what was I doing? I have found the one that I love, that I want to be with...and she says she wants to be with me...and I was scaring her??
"Jasper!!!" She called again, breaking my thoughts.
"I'm so sorry." I said as I relaxed and hugged her again. "I'm just so......scared." I said quietly.
"Scared?" She asked.
"Yes....scared. I've never felt this way, I don't want to leave you and I fear you leaving me. I'm afraid that I will scare you away." I said, admitting my fears.
"You will not scare me away, not with what I've seen." She said, catching herself at the last second.
"What did you see?" I asked.
"Us."
"You already said that." I said as I winked at her.
"I saw us...married, and leaving for another town." She said as she looked down at the couch.
MARRIED? Oh my, well I knew I loved this small girl, but I was so much older then her in one way.....but I...well if I stopped to think about not having her with me...it hurt me to imagine leaving her. Would marriage be a possibility??
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End of Chapter 15
"Alice, talk to me." I said as I smiled down at her, saying the same thing she just said to me.
"I saw......us." She said softly, her voice no more then a whisper.
"Us?" I asked as I watched her.
"Yeah....." She said as she avoided my eyes.
"And what about us?" I asked, sending her reassuring feelings. "Alice, you can tell me anything. I will not run from you...ever."
"I know, I just...I've never...I don't know." She said sadly.
I moved her so that I could sit up, not letting go of her. "Alice, please...look at me." I begged.
She raised her head a little, so that she could look at me. I put my finger under her chin, pushing gently so that she was looking in my eyes.
"Please, we have to talk about this. What is making you so nervous love?" I said without thinking about it.
Her eyes widened a bit as I realized that I had just called her love. "What did you call me?" She asked sweetly.
"Alice," I said as I realized I had to tell her now what I as feeling. I couldn't hide myself or my feelings from her anymore...it wasn't fair to either of us. Also, if I told her what I was feeling, maybe she would be able to tell me what she was thinking.
[b]Chapter 16[b]
"Alice," I said as I turned my head so that I could see her, taking a deep breath before I continued. "Alice, I don't know how to tell you." I said as I got angry at myself.
"Tell me what? Jasper?" She pleaded.
"Alice, you know my past..I've been alone." I started, looking into the house..avoiding her eyes in the fear I would stop talking. "I've never been with someone that I have had feelings for..someone..." I trailed off, loosing my nerve.
"Jasper, please trust me. I know how I feel." She said quietly still snuggled into my chest.
"Alice, I've never felt this way." I said as I looked down at her.
"Me either."
"Well, that's good to know." I said as I leaned down kissing the top of her head. "I think I'm falling in love with you." I said against her head.
She held still for a moment before she leaned back enough to look me in the eyes, her emotions ranging from scared to joy to....love? I tried to not show that I could feel her emotions, but the smile spread across my face and I leaned in to kiss her.
I meant for the kiss to be sweet, but our lips met and all of our emotions flooded into each other. I pulled her close to me, wrapping my arms around her. She sighed as she stretched her head up to continue the kiss.
She laughed quietly as I tried to pull back, she wrapped her arms around my neck holding me there with all her strength.....not that I really wanted to stop this kiss.
I don't know how long we sat there holding each other before she looked up at me, her face glowing in the dull light of the lamp.
"I love you too." She said quietly, suddenly becoming shy.
I pulled her close against my chest, hugging her as my entire body absorbed the fact that she had just told me that she loves me....could she really mean it?
My self doubt began to creep up again, I wondered if she truly felt that or if she was just saying it to make me feel better? I felt myself pulling away, running in a way...but her arms wrapped around my back as she looked up at my face.
"Jasper? Why did you just tense up? What are you thinking?" She asked.
I shook my head, unable to voice my fears...if I said them out loud...they could be true.
"Jasper!" She called out to me.
I looked down at her, her eyes wide in fear. I was scaring her, what was I doing? I have found the one that I love, that I want to be with...and she says she wants to be with me...and I was scaring her??
"Jasper!!!" She called again, breaking my thoughts.
"I'm so sorry." I said as I relaxed and hugged her again. "I'm just so......scared." I said quietly.
"Scared?" She asked.
"Yes....scared. I've never felt this way, I don't want to leave you and I fear you leaving me. I'm afraid that I will scare you away." I said, admitting my fears.
"You will not scare me away, not with what I've seen." She said, catching herself at the last second.
"What did you see?" I asked.
"Us."
"You already said that." I said as I winked at her.
"I saw us...married, and leaving for another town." She said as she looked down at the couch.
MARRIED? Oh my, well I knew I loved this small girl, but I was so much older then her in one way.....but I...well if I stopped to think about not having her with me...it hurt me to imagine leaving her. Would marriage be a possibility??