Alright all, I can't believe I went this long without writing!!! But I'm going to try typing one handed...if this works then I will write more tomorrow. Thank you all for the well wishes and support!!!!!
lots of love~
j_b
End of Chapter 2
***Jasper's POV***
"Do you want to go hunting again?" She asked, doing her best not to push me, but looking out for me.
"I suppose." I said as I stood up and grabbed my jacket off the back of the door.
"Jazz." She said, stopping me in my tracks as I turned and smiled at her, the entire room flooded with all the love and pride that she had in her.
"Thanks love." I said as I smiled at her and walked down the stairs, moving quickly out the back door as I tried to avoid everyone else.
I flew over the river, running as soon as my feet hit the ground. I knew that I was not that hungry seeing as how I had fed a few days ago..but I also knew that everyone would worry about me if I went to school without feeding. I wished that everyone would just trust in me, believe that I would be able to control myself..resist what I wanted.
I shook my head, knowing that if Alice knew how much I craved true blood...true nutrition like I had for the first hundred years. I stopped myself in my tracks, she must never know...she must believe that I am stronger then this, that I had changed. I was so lost in my thoughts, the burn in my throat taking control of my mind that I didn't notice Emmett in the tree until he yelled like Tarzan and jumped at me.
Chapter 3
***Edward's POV***
Have you ever wished you could just scream at everyone to shut up...to have everyone just leave you alone for five minutes? If you do, then you have no clue what it's like to be me. To have everyone's thoughts running through your head, things that are personal, things you would NEVER want to know about your family. I did my best to ignore them all, but they all knew that I heard more then we were all comfortable with.
I was laying on my bed, my arms crossed over my head as I tried again to ignore everyone. I knew that Rosalie and Emmett had....made up after their argument last night. Carlisle had left for work about an hour ago, while Esme worked on the internet...wondering about remodeling their bedroom. Alice had convinced Jasper to go hunting again in preparation for school..and was now making her way down the hallway, walking blindly down the hall as she searched to see how the first day would go
"Come in Alice." I said as she reached for the door.
"Oh...hi!" She said as she bounced into my room and jumped onto my bed, landing inches from me. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing." I said bitterly.
"Whatever! What's wrong grumpy?" She said as she reached over and pulled my arms off my face and squished my cheeks.
"Just sick of it all." I admitted softly.
She bounced once on the bed as she settled into a more comfortable position. Once she was set she glared at me as she tried to figure out what I was talking about.
"School starts today!!" She said as she changed the subject, knowing that I wouldn't talk about things.
"Oh Joy!" I said as I rolled my eyes.
"Oh come on!" Alice whined as she hit me in the stomach. "A new start, new people, new drama!"
"New thoughts, new people to hate, new people who will fall in love with us instantly." I grumbled.
"Alright...you're going to be like that." She said as she stood up and walked to the door, wondering... and I quote 'What climbed up my butt?'
I watched her as she walked out the door realizing that she was right, this could be interesting...a new start. We had traveled around so much in the last few years, maybe this little backwoods town could be what we all needed, a new start.
I sighed as I walked out of my room, grinning as Rosalie opened her door. She paused for a second as she caught her reflection in the mirror, she pursed her lips together as she flipped her hair as she wondered how many guys she would have lusting after her by the end of the day?
"Nice." I said as I squeezed past her, making my way down the steps, her quiet growl following me down the stairs.
I grabbed my keys as I turned and walked out of the house, knowing everyone was on their way out. I smiled as Emmett and Jasper walked out of the woods, both of them making sure their clothes weren't messed up before the girls saw them.
"You look gorgeous love." Emmett said as he climbed into the backseat of my car, smiling as he helped Rose in.
I rolled my eyes at them as Jasper and Alice climbed in, the entire car full of everyone's thoughts. I pulled away from the house, driving well above the limit like usual as I tried to ignore both the volume of everyone's thoughts and their conversations. I was so busy doing my best to ignore everyone that I didn't notice the squad car until it pulled out from behind the trees where it been waiting, it's lights lighting up as I looked around the car and wondered what to do.
lots of love~
j_b
End of Chapter 2
***Jasper's POV***
"Do you want to go hunting again?" She asked, doing her best not to push me, but looking out for me.
"I suppose." I said as I stood up and grabbed my jacket off the back of the door.
"Jazz." She said, stopping me in my tracks as I turned and smiled at her, the entire room flooded with all the love and pride that she had in her.
"Thanks love." I said as I smiled at her and walked down the stairs, moving quickly out the back door as I tried to avoid everyone else.
I flew over the river, running as soon as my feet hit the ground. I knew that I was not that hungry seeing as how I had fed a few days ago..but I also knew that everyone would worry about me if I went to school without feeding. I wished that everyone would just trust in me, believe that I would be able to control myself..resist what I wanted.
I shook my head, knowing that if Alice knew how much I craved true blood...true nutrition like I had for the first hundred years. I stopped myself in my tracks, she must never know...she must believe that I am stronger then this, that I had changed. I was so lost in my thoughts, the burn in my throat taking control of my mind that I didn't notice Emmett in the tree until he yelled like Tarzan and jumped at me.
Chapter 3
***Edward's POV***
Have you ever wished you could just scream at everyone to shut up...to have everyone just leave you alone for five minutes? If you do, then you have no clue what it's like to be me. To have everyone's thoughts running through your head, things that are personal, things you would NEVER want to know about your family. I did my best to ignore them all, but they all knew that I heard more then we were all comfortable with.
I was laying on my bed, my arms crossed over my head as I tried again to ignore everyone. I knew that Rosalie and Emmett had....made up after their argument last night. Carlisle had left for work about an hour ago, while Esme worked on the internet...wondering about remodeling their bedroom. Alice had convinced Jasper to go hunting again in preparation for school..and was now making her way down the hallway, walking blindly down the hall as she searched to see how the first day would go
"Come in Alice." I said as she reached for the door.
"Oh...hi!" She said as she bounced into my room and jumped onto my bed, landing inches from me. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing." I said bitterly.
"Whatever! What's wrong grumpy?" She said as she reached over and pulled my arms off my face and squished my cheeks.
"Just sick of it all." I admitted softly.
She bounced once on the bed as she settled into a more comfortable position. Once she was set she glared at me as she tried to figure out what I was talking about.
"School starts today!!" She said as she changed the subject, knowing that I wouldn't talk about things.
"Oh Joy!" I said as I rolled my eyes.
"Oh come on!" Alice whined as she hit me in the stomach. "A new start, new people, new drama!"
"New thoughts, new people to hate, new people who will fall in love with us instantly." I grumbled.
"Alright...you're going to be like that." She said as she stood up and walked to the door, wondering... and I quote 'What climbed up my butt?'
I watched her as she walked out the door realizing that she was right, this could be interesting...a new start. We had traveled around so much in the last few years, maybe this little backwoods town could be what we all needed, a new start.
I sighed as I walked out of my room, grinning as Rosalie opened her door. She paused for a second as she caught her reflection in the mirror, she pursed her lips together as she flipped her hair as she wondered how many guys she would have lusting after her by the end of the day?
"Nice." I said as I squeezed past her, making my way down the steps, her quiet growl following me down the stairs.
I grabbed my keys as I turned and walked out of the house, knowing everyone was on their way out. I smiled as Emmett and Jasper walked out of the woods, both of them making sure their clothes weren't messed up before the girls saw them.
"You look gorgeous love." Emmett said as he climbed into the backseat of my car, smiling as he helped Rose in.
I rolled my eyes at them as Jasper and Alice climbed in, the entire car full of everyone's thoughts. I pulled away from the house, driving well above the limit like usual as I tried to ignore both the volume of everyone's thoughts and their conversations. I was so busy doing my best to ignore everyone that I didn't notice the squad car until it pulled out from behind the trees where it been waiting, it's lights lighting up as I looked around the car and wondered what to do.