hi, its ayeisha here.
i know its been a long time since showing myself on this website, and its a shame i lost contact with amazing people but thats life eh? im here, writing this because its time for me to let go of this site. why? well ill get to that.
now bear with me because its been ages since i wrote something like this detailed so it may be messy.
so since signing away from this site, life has been one heck of a journey. i did leave so i could concentrate more on my gcse's. ive been to 6th form where i studied health and social care, final grade of 3 D* :D and was planning on going to uni.
but all that changed.
as most of you know, i didnt have the best relationship with my mum. hell most of my rage on here was because of her. anyway moving forward, early 2015 my mother fell ill all of sudden. we didnt know what was wrong with her. my dad took her back and forth from the doctors/hosptial, nothing.
with my mother being ill, as oldest had to step up my game, at the same time finishing off my a-level course. it wasn't easy but i got through.
long story short, my mother was diangosed with stage 4 GBM brain tumor. and so since then life hasn been great. espeically lately. my mother unforuntely passed 03/02/16. its still a shock, even now, like its hard you know?
so anyway, i just thought yall should know the truth and how its been for me. its also the reason im leaving this site forever, it just brings up the past and i wanna move on from that.
thats it.
love you all xo
i know its been a long time since showing myself on this website, and its a shame i lost contact with amazing people but thats life eh? im here, writing this because its time for me to let go of this site. why? well ill get to that.
now bear with me because its been ages since i wrote something like this detailed so it may be messy.
so since signing away from this site, life has been one heck of a journey. i did leave so i could concentrate more on my gcse's. ive been to 6th form where i studied health and social care, final grade of 3 D* :D and was planning on going to uni.
but all that changed.
as most of you know, i didnt have the best relationship with my mum. hell most of my rage on here was because of her. anyway moving forward, early 2015 my mother fell ill all of sudden. we didnt know what was wrong with her. my dad took her back and forth from the doctors/hosptial, nothing.
with my mother being ill, as oldest had to step up my game, at the same time finishing off my a-level course. it wasn't easy but i got through.
long story short, my mother was diangosed with stage 4 GBM brain tumor. and so since then life hasn been great. espeically lately. my mother unforuntely passed 03/02/16. its still a shock, even now, like its hard you know?
so anyway, i just thought yall should know the truth and how its been for me. its also the reason im leaving this site forever, it just brings up the past and i wanna move on from that.
thats it.
love you all xo
First off I hope you have an amazing birthday because you are an amazing person and I love you so much.
I know you have been going through a hard time and like I have said before I will always be here for you
I hope you had a day full of you being happy because you deserve that so much and all I want is for you to be happy and enjoy life
I love you so much
I'm lucky to have you in my life and as my friend
You are an amazing person never forget that
I love you more than anything
xoxo