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i-am-mariella said:
Dear Michael, ♥
I have no idea how you could possibly see or read this now; but I've always wanted to tell you some things and I feel that I have to get them out and give myself closure.
I've always found death scary. Not the act so much; just the fact I love life. I've got so much to live for, and I can't imagine not being able to do everything I love to do. It's more the thought of not being able to do all the things I wanted before I died. But passing over seems much less scary now I know you are waiting on the other side.
When I first realised that I held a lot of love and fascination for you, I was considerably young, being brought up with all the negative media in England making me feel bored of the fact that a lot of samey artists who all sung the same sort of auto-tuned, generic pop with no meaning and were not distingushable from each other, were supposed to be my role models. They weren't; they held no personal meaning to me.
You were different. Well, of course you were, it's what you are known for. But Michael, I'm glad you know that being different is not a bad thing. You are inspirational - from your amazing music, which is prized not just for being the PERFECT dancing music but actually having meaningful lyrics. Most of all, I love you for being the person you are. I wondered if I met you, would I like you? Then, when I became a fan properly, I realised I felt like I already knew you in my heart (corny as that may sound!) You used your immense talent and popularity to send great messages out all around the world in your music. Michael, I've always felt different - I've been called strange. I know how you feel, but I hope you can feel glad to be different. It's not a bad thing, (even though they told despicable lies about you, for which I'm sorry about and it makes my blood boil, though I consider myself a placid person, though easily riled and very angry when provoked), you are just a unique individual and everyone will remember you, whereas media members and sameish artists who do not use their fame for any good.
There will always be negative media and I'm sorry they made you feel sad or inferior sometimes. Please remember the law of love; Love conquers hate and we will always love you. I miss you.
Sleep tight, Michael. Keep the Faith x
ps; Dun ber ber lee!
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