I sat there in my small but cute apartment strumming my cherry red Gibson sg while listening to my ipod on my surround sound drinking some afternoon coffee in my pajamas cause there was nothing else to do on this Wednesday afternoon.
I had been playing the electric guitar since i was 6 years old and i was in a garage band with my friends skylar, rose, and Jenniffer. i played lead guitar skye played bass,rose was the drummer and Jennifer was the lead singer.
while i was goofing off with my guitar i started to get board so i decided to get on my laptop to see if skye was on facebook.
she was wile we were chatting she had told me that Michael Jacksons guitarist Jennifer batten had gotten sick or something while on his bad tour and they were looking for someone to take her place for the rest of the tour.
skye was dating his brother Jermaine so she found out from him.
it has always my biggest dream to play guitar for Michael Jackson and now was my chance
skye gave me the number to MJs manager so i could get an audition
as soon as she gave it to me i called, i gave him my name and number and i was to meet him at the recording studio to audition and to bring my guitar with me.
"yes!" i exclaimed out loud
i was so exited i was going to auditon to be a guitarist for my idol Michael Jackson i was so happy.
i had always had the biggest crush on him ever since he was in the Jackson 5 i was only 3 years younger than him maybe something would happen between us and then again maybe not he would probably just see me as his guitarist and nothing more i didn't even know if i was even gonna get the part i might just get turned down but all i could do was hope for the best.
as i sat there lost in my thoughts my phone rang i got up off the couch to find my cell which was on the kitchen counter where i had used it a few seconds ago
"Hello."
"hey girly." it was jen
"sup jenjen." i said sitting back on the couch getting comfy
"nothing much i was wondering if you could come over so we could go threw some songs that i got done writing i want to try them out." she said
"yeah sure did you call rose and skye yet?" i asked
"yep they are over here right now." she said
i could hear skye and rose yell Heeeeeeyy in the background which made me giggle my friends where goofballs i just couldn't live with out them they have always had my back ever since the 1st grade.
"k ill be over as soon as i get dressed." i said getting of the couch walking to my room
"girl you are still in your jammies! yesh." she laughing.
"hey its my lazy day, so be quiet." i said laughing back.
"i will see you in a few minutes boo." i said walking over to my closet.
"KK see ya, bye."
"Bye." i said hanging up and tossing my phone on my bed. before i picked out my outfit i looked over at my MJ poster and smiled
"i will be meeting you very soon baby." i said outloud giggling like a school girl with a crush.
I put on a simple outfit, a pair of red riped skinny jeans, my fav MJ tshirt, a pare of black hightop converse, and my nerd glasses.
I put my guitar in its case grabbed my fav leather jacket and walked out to my car.
when i got to Jens house i went straight to the garage. i couldn't wait to tell the girls the good news maybe skye already toled them about it.
"Hey Girls." i said walking into the garage
"Hey what up." rose said sitting at drums
i took my guitar out of the case and hooked it up to the amp
"well well if it isn't Michael Jacksons new guitarist." skye said joking around.
"Im not his his guitarist yet." i said
"well you never know besides you are an awesome guitar player girl." Jen said walking in the garage pulling down the door to the garage so that people wouldn't complain cause trust me its happened before, but we cant help it we love it loud.
the songs that Jen had wrote were amazing.
everybody got in to postion and we killed it as always.
when we were done i put my guitar against the amp and gabbed a water bottle.
"So when do you audition?" rose asked as she got up from behind the drums to get a boodle of water from the cooler that Jen brought down earlier.
"don't know sometime tomorrow when ever Michaels manager calls me." i said sitting on the amp.
"awesome maybe when you to meet you guys will fall in love." Rose said teasing me
"we will not, he'll probably only see me as someone that works for him." i said disagreeing with my goofy friend.
"you don't know that, skye fell in love with his brother so maybe it will happed to you, you never know." she said referring to skye dating his bro Jermaine.
She meet him in 1984 when she went to a Jacksons concert she had backstage passes and he asked her for her number and they have been dating ever since.
"yeah girl you never know you might be the future Mrs Jackson." Jen said
I rolled my eyes playfully at my goofy friends where would i be without them.
"you know what i think we should play a MJ Song in honor of our besties audition tomorrow." Jen said
"Oh my god you guys really." i said playfully
They just laughed
so we did some MJ songs we did Beat it, dirty Diana and some others.
"k guys i have to get ready to leave i got a big day tomorrow." i said putting my guitar back in the case.
"K well text us and tell us if you get the part." rose said
"Don't worry i will, i see ya latter." i said walking out of the garage
"Bye mrs Jackson!" they said at the same time
I blushed and rolled my eyes playfully and got in my car and left.
as soon as i got home i went straight upstairs to take a shower and then i decided to order a pizza and watch a couple of scary movies until 9:00
That night i couldn't sleep i was just to excited about tomorrow i was going to meet my idol and man of my dreams he was going to be there at my audition and i was so nervous
i finally fell asleep at about 10:30 not knowing that tomorrows audition was going to change my life forever.
I had been playing the electric guitar since i was 6 years old and i was in a garage band with my friends skylar, rose, and Jenniffer. i played lead guitar skye played bass,rose was the drummer and Jennifer was the lead singer.
while i was goofing off with my guitar i started to get board so i decided to get on my laptop to see if skye was on facebook.
she was wile we were chatting she had told me that Michael Jacksons guitarist Jennifer batten had gotten sick or something while on his bad tour and they were looking for someone to take her place for the rest of the tour.
skye was dating his brother Jermaine so she found out from him.
it has always my biggest dream to play guitar for Michael Jackson and now was my chance
skye gave me the number to MJs manager so i could get an audition
as soon as she gave it to me i called, i gave him my name and number and i was to meet him at the recording studio to audition and to bring my guitar with me.
"yes!" i exclaimed out loud
i was so exited i was going to auditon to be a guitarist for my idol Michael Jackson i was so happy.
i had always had the biggest crush on him ever since he was in the Jackson 5 i was only 3 years younger than him maybe something would happen between us and then again maybe not he would probably just see me as his guitarist and nothing more i didn't even know if i was even gonna get the part i might just get turned down but all i could do was hope for the best.
as i sat there lost in my thoughts my phone rang i got up off the couch to find my cell which was on the kitchen counter where i had used it a few seconds ago
"Hello."
"hey girly." it was jen
"sup jenjen." i said sitting back on the couch getting comfy
"nothing much i was wondering if you could come over so we could go threw some songs that i got done writing i want to try them out." she said
"yeah sure did you call rose and skye yet?" i asked
"yep they are over here right now." she said
i could hear skye and rose yell Heeeeeeyy in the background which made me giggle my friends where goofballs i just couldn't live with out them they have always had my back ever since the 1st grade.
"k ill be over as soon as i get dressed." i said getting of the couch walking to my room
"girl you are still in your jammies! yesh." she laughing.
"hey its my lazy day, so be quiet." i said laughing back.
"i will see you in a few minutes boo." i said walking over to my closet.
"KK see ya, bye."
"Bye." i said hanging up and tossing my phone on my bed. before i picked out my outfit i looked over at my MJ poster and smiled
"i will be meeting you very soon baby." i said outloud giggling like a school girl with a crush.
I put on a simple outfit, a pair of red riped skinny jeans, my fav MJ tshirt, a pare of black hightop converse, and my nerd glasses.
I put my guitar in its case grabbed my fav leather jacket and walked out to my car.
when i got to Jens house i went straight to the garage. i couldn't wait to tell the girls the good news maybe skye already toled them about it.
"Hey Girls." i said walking into the garage
"Hey what up." rose said sitting at drums
i took my guitar out of the case and hooked it up to the amp
"well well if it isn't Michael Jacksons new guitarist." skye said joking around.
"Im not his his guitarist yet." i said
"well you never know besides you are an awesome guitar player girl." Jen said walking in the garage pulling down the door to the garage so that people wouldn't complain cause trust me its happened before, but we cant help it we love it loud.
the songs that Jen had wrote were amazing.
everybody got in to postion and we killed it as always.
when we were done i put my guitar against the amp and gabbed a water bottle.
"So when do you audition?" rose asked as she got up from behind the drums to get a boodle of water from the cooler that Jen brought down earlier.
"don't know sometime tomorrow when ever Michaels manager calls me." i said sitting on the amp.
"awesome maybe when you to meet you guys will fall in love." Rose said teasing me
"we will not, he'll probably only see me as someone that works for him." i said disagreeing with my goofy friend.
"you don't know that, skye fell in love with his brother so maybe it will happed to you, you never know." she said referring to skye dating his bro Jermaine.
She meet him in 1984 when she went to a Jacksons concert she had backstage passes and he asked her for her number and they have been dating ever since.
"yeah girl you never know you might be the future Mrs Jackson." Jen said
I rolled my eyes playfully at my goofy friends where would i be without them.
"you know what i think we should play a MJ Song in honor of our besties audition tomorrow." Jen said
"Oh my god you guys really." i said playfully
They just laughed
so we did some MJ songs we did Beat it, dirty Diana and some others.
"k guys i have to get ready to leave i got a big day tomorrow." i said putting my guitar back in the case.
"K well text us and tell us if you get the part." rose said
"Don't worry i will, i see ya latter." i said walking out of the garage
"Bye mrs Jackson!" they said at the same time
I blushed and rolled my eyes playfully and got in my car and left.
as soon as i got home i went straight upstairs to take a shower and then i decided to order a pizza and watch a couple of scary movies until 9:00
That night i couldn't sleep i was just to excited about tomorrow i was going to meet my idol and man of my dreams he was going to be there at my audition and i was so nervous
i finally fell asleep at about 10:30 not knowing that tomorrows audition was going to change my life forever.
While you was alive,
All my dreams was to meet you
One-on-one one day.
But the destiny had decided
Another way.
Now that you left,
All I can do,
Is to show to the world
That I loved you
And I'm still loving you.
Every single day of my life,
I think about you
And I talk about you to friends
'Cause I wanna everybody
In the world to love you.
I wanna you to know
That no matter where you are
I'm still loving you
And the whole world too loves you
..............To be continued..............
[1st Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
And I Don't Know Whether To Laugh Or Cry
I Don't Know Whether To Live Or Die
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life
[2nd Verse]
It's Out Of My Hands
It's Out Of My Hands
To Think For Two Years She Was Here
And I Took Her For Granted I Was So Cavalier
Now The Way That It Stands
She's Out Of My Hands
[Bridge]
So I've Learned That Love's Not Possession
And I've Learned That Love Won't Wait
Now I've Learned That Love Needs Expression
But I Learned Too Late
[3rd Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
Damned Indecision And Cursed Pride
Kept My Love For Her Locked Deep Inside
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
And I Don't Know Whether To Laugh Or Cry
I Don't Know Whether To Live Or Die
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life
[2nd Verse]
It's Out Of My Hands
It's Out Of My Hands
To Think For Two Years She Was Here
And I Took Her For Granted I Was So Cavalier
Now The Way That It Stands
She's Out Of My Hands
[Bridge]
So I've Learned That Love's Not Possession
And I've Learned That Love Won't Wait
Now I've Learned That Love Needs Expression
But I Learned Too Late
[3rd Verse]
She's Out Of My Life
She's Out Of My Life
Damned Indecision And Cursed Pride
Kept My Love For Her Locked Deep Inside
And It Cuts Like A Knife
She's Out Of My Life
[1st Verse]
Girlfriend
I'm Gonna Tell Your Boyfriend (Yeah)
Tell Him (Woo Hoo)
Exactly What We're Doin' (Yeah)
Tell Him What You Do To Me
Late At Night When The Wind Is Free
[2nd Verse]
Girlfriend
I'm Gonna Show Your Boyfriend (Yeah)
Show Him (Woo Hoo)
The Letters I've Been Savin' (Yeah)
Show Him How You Feel Inside
An' How Love Could Not Be Denied (Oh No)
[Chorus]
We're Gonna Have To Tell Him
You'll Only Be A Girlfriend Of Mine
Do-Doot-Do, [Etc.]
We're Gonna Have To Tell Him
You'll Only Be A Girlfriend Of Mine
[3rd Verse]
Girlfriend You Better Tell Your Boyfriend (Yeah)
Tell Him (Woo Hoo)
Exactly What We're Doin' (Yeah)
Tell Him What He Needs To Know
Or He May Never Let You Go
[Chorus]
We're Gonna Have To Tell Him
You'll Only Be A Girlfriend Of Mine
Do-Doot-Do, [Etc.]
[Chorus]
We're Gonna Have To Tell Him
You'll Only Be A Girlfriend Of Mine
Do-Doot-Do, [Etc.]
[Ad-Lib To Fade]
Girlfriend
I'm Gonna Tell Your Boyfriend (Yeah)
Tell Him (Woo Hoo)
Exactly What We're Doin' (Yeah)
Tell Him What You Do To Me
Late At Night When The Wind Is Free
[2nd Verse]
Girlfriend
I'm Gonna Show Your Boyfriend (Yeah)
Show Him (Woo Hoo)
The Letters I've Been Savin' (Yeah)
Show Him How You Feel Inside
An' How Love Could Not Be Denied (Oh No)
[Chorus]
We're Gonna Have To Tell Him
You'll Only Be A Girlfriend Of Mine
Do-Doot-Do, [Etc.]
We're Gonna Have To Tell Him
You'll Only Be A Girlfriend Of Mine
[3rd Verse]
Girlfriend You Better Tell Your Boyfriend (Yeah)
Tell Him (Woo Hoo)
Exactly What We're Doin' (Yeah)
Tell Him What He Needs To Know
Or He May Never Let You Go
[Chorus]
We're Gonna Have To Tell Him
You'll Only Be A Girlfriend Of Mine
Do-Doot-Do, [Etc.]
[Chorus]
We're Gonna Have To Tell Him
You'll Only Be A Girlfriend Of Mine
Do-Doot-Do, [Etc.]
[Ad-Lib To Fade]
God bless you guys, I pray that everything is ok. I miss you all; hey I was looking through our old messages. And I saw how one I was to beyond gone within the forest stupidity, and two the promise of word being spread unto different ones.
I am going to keep my promise, and spread word, and let everyone know what you have asked me to do. Why? For Realistic, Ideal, Enhance, Noticfy, Duty and Support.
You wanted everyone to know that you do love, and that are in your heart. As well as several others things, and they all shall know what is up.
God bless you, your lovely wife, and family.
I am going to keep my promise, and spread word, and let everyone know what you have asked me to do. Why? For Realistic, Ideal, Enhance, Noticfy, Duty and Support.
You wanted everyone to know that you do love, and that are in your heart. As well as several others things, and they all shall know what is up.
God bless you, your lovely wife, and family.