Shane Dawson thought about killing himself...

I dont know if you saws the vid, i think it was "who are we" or "why was i born", but my heart sank when he said he tjought about killing hisself. I understand where he was at the moment with the jenny craig video and people getting fired, but i cried when he said that. I feel like he impacted my life so much, and I would think about killing myself if he did. If he did do that, he would leave so many peoples life empty including mine. I couldnt imagine life without him. Im not trying to sound cheesy, but he is the reason i wake up with a smile on my face. He makes his videos to take his fans away from all the shit in your life, even for just five minuets. Just somebody like this makes me cry. Its not everyday you find a person like him. I accually care for him. I feel like i know him, he relates to his fans so much. If anything hapowns to him, my life would be ruined fir the most part. I love him and i know people say "you only likd him for his hair, or popularity" but he is an inspiration to me. What do you think?