I will pursue this
dream, 'cause I know it's expected that I be serene. Upon this winding
road, in the face of the crowds that bustle all around. Although it seems like
I am chasing after the past, what I want is place where the sky is alive and
like home to me. Please to try to understand the truth That this is no
Choice And I wish you'd stop with that look Of despair You're giving
Me. Tears are nothing but the shape of our weakness And they won't
bring any absolution. I do not see an end to this labyrinth. Who am I
waiting for-- And I write it down in the pages of my notebook 'Cause
I'm looking for the me that is still honest. I am running but I don't even
know why. From this reality. To chase my wishes I'll carry on
Living And I will always remember the depths of the darkness. I'll face my
demons and I'll no longer run away. There isn't a place to go. I'll lose
this feeling of being so helpless, >'Cause my whole life is ahead of me. I'll
quash the numbness 'Cause pain's better than the emptiness. I must
apologize, I've really messed up and I am so ashamed. I may not say it
much, But I know that I make you worry all the time. Back then you
always could accept the things I'd done And you're still the same today so
I'll try not to burden you. But try to realize that I have closed my
eyes just because the world is too harsh. And I'm willing to blind
Myself. Rumors that they have spread about us… I do not know which was
the first one…"We were friends from the second that we met," Just stop
with the lies already! And my heart turned red with this passion And it
almost consumed my very being 'Cause in truth I'd held onto hope From this
Reality. To chase my wishes I'll carry on living And I really want to
scream out, but can you even hear me? I'll face my demons, and I'll no longer
run away! There isn't a place to go! I still am grateful for the care you've
shown me, So I'll find the strength to make it count. I'll always move
Onward Facing my friends and foes alike. How do you unlock this door
that has no key? Can you think of a way? We can't go back to the
Beginning The story is set, and our destinies too. Open up your
Eyes! Open up your eyes! I'll lose this feeling of being so
Helpless 'Cause my whole life is ahead of me. And the things I once
Abandoned, I want to try and find again. Come on, just one more
Time! To chase my wishes I'll carry on living. And I really want to
scream out, but can you even hear me? I'll face my demons, and I'll no longer
run away! There isn't a place to go.. I still am grateful for the care you've
shown me, So I'll find the strength to make it count. I'll quash the
Numbness 'Cause pain's better than the emptiness
dream, 'cause I know it's expected that I be serene. Upon this winding
road, in the face of the crowds that bustle all around. Although it seems like
I am chasing after the past, what I want is place where the sky is alive and
like home to me. Please to try to understand the truth That this is no
Choice And I wish you'd stop with that look Of despair You're giving
Me. Tears are nothing but the shape of our weakness And they won't
bring any absolution. I do not see an end to this labyrinth. Who am I
waiting for-- And I write it down in the pages of my notebook 'Cause
I'm looking for the me that is still honest. I am running but I don't even
know why. From this reality. To chase my wishes I'll carry on
Living And I will always remember the depths of the darkness. I'll face my
demons and I'll no longer run away. There isn't a place to go. I'll lose
this feeling of being so helpless, >'Cause my whole life is ahead of me. I'll
quash the numbness 'Cause pain's better than the emptiness. I must
apologize, I've really messed up and I am so ashamed. I may not say it
much, But I know that I make you worry all the time. Back then you
always could accept the things I'd done And you're still the same today so
I'll try not to burden you. But try to realize that I have closed my
eyes just because the world is too harsh. And I'm willing to blind
Myself. Rumors that they have spread about us… I do not know which was
the first one…"We were friends from the second that we met," Just stop
with the lies already! And my heart turned red with this passion And it
almost consumed my very being 'Cause in truth I'd held onto hope From this
Reality. To chase my wishes I'll carry on living And I really want to
scream out, but can you even hear me? I'll face my demons, and I'll no longer
run away! There isn't a place to go! I still am grateful for the care you've
shown me, So I'll find the strength to make it count. I'll always move
Onward Facing my friends and foes alike. How do you unlock this door
that has no key? Can you think of a way? We can't go back to the
Beginning The story is set, and our destinies too. Open up your
Eyes! Open up your eyes! I'll lose this feeling of being so
Helpless 'Cause my whole life is ahead of me. And the things I once
Abandoned, I want to try and find again. Come on, just one more
Time! To chase my wishes I'll carry on living. And I really want to
scream out, but can you even hear me? I'll face my demons, and I'll no longer
run away! There isn't a place to go.. I still am grateful for the care you've
shown me, So I'll find the strength to make it count. I'll quash the
Numbness 'Cause pain's better than the emptiness