no surprise - Im Rose- my depression and anxiety make me feel ( wait for it)........ " Like Im standing in the middle of a crowded room screaming at the top of my lungs and no one even bothers to look up!"
And I am in love with my celebrity crush who I " every night in my dreams I see you". And he is beyond my reach obviously. But at least Rose got to have a brief time with someone she by class standards wasnt supposed to be with. - I pretend to have my crush's last name, just like she in memoriam takes Jacks last name. There is a part of me like Jack who see's the best in people.