This is what comes out me in class. When I should pay attention. ;)
Also some funny pictures.
He was crying. The tears weren’t coming fast, they were slow. So slow as a turtle.
They had only this time because when he steps out of this room he will be different, letting no more tears fall. He looked her straight in the eyes. He was still crying but now there was fire and ice in his eyes.
Fire so warm it could freeze every living thing.
Ice so cold that it could burn the whole world.
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Watch me. You will be surprised. I’m stronger and faster in many ways. And you haven’t see me at my strongest and fastest.
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The hair in the back of his neck went up.
“Question. What am I, the user or the one being used?” He didn’t care what the answer would be. He expected used.
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Know me…
Know Nature.
Know Danger.
Know Hate.
Know Diseases.
Know Tears.
Know Pain.
Know Cold.
I’m everything you avoid. /\ I’m all that you avoid.
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Evil
Sadistic
Hypocritical
Air-Head
Dreamer
Believer
Childish
Smart-Ass
Golden-Heart
Music Addicted
Killer
Pessimist
Optimist
Knower
Dancer
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I didn’t care what would happen:
Someday you will just die,
Fate would decide what would happen next,
Fate would decide about my life,
Fate was out of my control,
My beloved ones were safe,
Life will end one day,
And nobody knows when so why not today,
And maybe today was that day,
There is a day where we will fall asleep,
This is the day.
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Close your eyes,
Breath slowly,
Focus on nothing,
Think of music,
My face,
Anything but not Nothing,
Jump,
And don’t be afraid,
I will catch you,
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Look.
The sky is blue, birds are flying.
Tree´s have never been so green.
Love is everywhere.
Children are running, playing.
I don´t see, dark clouds, miles of cars,
Fights in alley´s or sad old people.
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You’re at the same place,
At the same time,
But we aren’t together.
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Get out or Leave.
Don´t come back or turn around.
Don´t think or do.
I don´t need you.
I don´t want you.
I´m done with the drama.
Just walk straight or miles away.
---------------------------
Lying to hide the truth.
Lying to protect yourself.
It is not the same.
There is a difference.
Making sure no one truly knows you.
Keeping hidden in the blackness of the night.
Being a star in acting and faking.
---------------------------
When a bird is tired.
It won´t stay in bed.
Because it needs to take care,
Of himself and others.
But it won´t whistle or play.
The bird is too tired of life.
He is too tired to worry about death.
It will fly slowly through the sky.
Doing stuff with his mind-thoughts miles away.
There won´t be a sparkle in his eyes.
Or a flame of hope in his heart.
And when death has closed his arms around him.
He won´t be afraid,
Nor will he be happy for the end.
It will just close his eyes and drift away.
It will just go in an endless sleep/dream.
---------------------------
Raising hands and small smiles.
Greeting strange people.
Welcoming them as warm as they can.
But alert as well for that is the only thing they can show.
When they will start to trust is a different story.
Because trust is too easy to break and hard to give away.
---------------------------
Did you know that life could change in one second. You can´t stop it even though you try to resist. The urge to know more, to see more, to do more, is always there. Nobody can resist it. Humans are from nature curious. They invent and search for new stuff.
Of course some people are afraid for new things. They are worried about the future and the past. Afraid that they will forget the past and what it tells us. They are worried about the future. That it will end just as mysterious as it began.
Life can change by only a simple action or as difficult as it can. One touch can make a baby smile or cry. One look can make your heart race or get cold. Life is so easy to change. With your life you can influent millions of people’s lives. And the chooses that you make can change someone else his/hers life.
Every life. Ever thing that can breathe. Can change things, way of thinking, life or people.
Influents are everywhere. Sometimes it’s shocking or disturbing. So awful you wonder, why are you even alive. But then there is also the wonderful things that happen. Who can’t feel happy or proud when she/he sees her/his baby smile for the first time.
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My heart is leaning against the window. Staring at the sky, lost in thoughts. Snow is laying everywhere. While the sun is making tears in your eyes. There is so much white light that you feel like your drowning. One lonely cloud is passing by. A small hopeful voice is speaking soft.
“If on Earth can be so white and bright. How will Heaven be?”
You look at the voice. Seeing her hand against the window. An eager look, full of dreams. Your eyes begin to stare at the lonely cloud. The question makes you wonder. About more than the question itself. Tiredness waste over you. So many possibilities. So many chooses to make. The whole world is open. You can go so far as you want. Your eyes look back to her. She will make mistakes or do something wrong. The way she will go is her own decision. Because that is the bright side of life.
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Brown and Red. Green and Black.
Love and Tears. Hate and Hope.
Nothing in common? Well, yes, of course.
They are words. Color’s, feelings and reactions.
It’s like saying we have nothing in common. We are humans.
We both know love, hate, hope, dreams, sadness and much more.
We have more in common than the naked eye can see.
Why are we fighting.
Why do we want more and when we got more, our desire will just rise?
Doesn’t it makes you tired?
Spending day after day wanting more than you already got.
When I see what I got. I wish I could lose it. So that I can treasure it more.
But the fact losing it makes me sick, tired, sad and angry.
I refuse to lose.
I refuse to open my eyes.
I know what I need to know.
I will learn what I can.
Keep breathing. Keep thinking. Keep making memories.
Nobody is forgotten if you remember their name.
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It’s going to be strenuous. When things change. Feelings change.
The holding back. Wanting to keep things as they are.
Time is inevitable.
You can’t stop it neither can you rewind it.
There are millions songs and stories about wanting past time back.
Remembering about the “Glory Time”.
Eyes that aren’t searching for the present or Future.
Looking for things that are already gone.
Feelings have changed.
People who don’t remember your name anymore.
The wanting will come at a certain age.
The feeling of thinking back.
Getting lost in a memory of glory.
The bad thinks are forgotten.
Not Remembering all the things that happen that you wanted to forget.
Also some funny pictures.
He was crying. The tears weren’t coming fast, they were slow. So slow as a turtle.
They had only this time because when he steps out of this room he will be different, letting no more tears fall. He looked her straight in the eyes. He was still crying but now there was fire and ice in his eyes.
Fire so warm it could freeze every living thing.
Ice so cold that it could burn the whole world.
---------------------------
Watch me. You will be surprised. I’m stronger and faster in many ways. And you haven’t see me at my strongest and fastest.
---------------------------
The hair in the back of his neck went up.
“Question. What am I, the user or the one being used?” He didn’t care what the answer would be. He expected used.
---------------------------
Know me…
Know Nature.
Know Danger.
Know Hate.
Know Diseases.
Know Tears.
Know Pain.
Know Cold.
I’m everything you avoid. /\ I’m all that you avoid.
---------------------------
Evil
Sadistic
Hypocritical
Air-Head
Dreamer
Believer
Childish
Smart-Ass
Golden-Heart
Music Addicted
Killer
Pessimist
Optimist
Knower
Dancer
---------------------------
I didn’t care what would happen:
Someday you will just die,
Fate would decide what would happen next,
Fate would decide about my life,
Fate was out of my control,
My beloved ones were safe,
Life will end one day,
And nobody knows when so why not today,
And maybe today was that day,
There is a day where we will fall asleep,
This is the day.
---------------------------
Close your eyes,
Breath slowly,
Focus on nothing,
Think of music,
My face,
Anything but not Nothing,
Jump,
And don’t be afraid,
I will catch you,
---------------------------
Look.
The sky is blue, birds are flying.
Tree´s have never been so green.
Love is everywhere.
Children are running, playing.
I don´t see, dark clouds, miles of cars,
Fights in alley´s or sad old people.
---------------------------
You’re at the same place,
At the same time,
But we aren’t together.
---------------------------
Get out or Leave.
Don´t come back or turn around.
Don´t think or do.
I don´t need you.
I don´t want you.
I´m done with the drama.
Just walk straight or miles away.
---------------------------
Lying to hide the truth.
Lying to protect yourself.
It is not the same.
There is a difference.
Making sure no one truly knows you.
Keeping hidden in the blackness of the night.
Being a star in acting and faking.
---------------------------
When a bird is tired.
It won´t stay in bed.
Because it needs to take care,
Of himself and others.
But it won´t whistle or play.
The bird is too tired of life.
He is too tired to worry about death.
It will fly slowly through the sky.
Doing stuff with his mind-thoughts miles away.
There won´t be a sparkle in his eyes.
Or a flame of hope in his heart.
And when death has closed his arms around him.
He won´t be afraid,
Nor will he be happy for the end.
It will just close his eyes and drift away.
It will just go in an endless sleep/dream.
---------------------------
Raising hands and small smiles.
Greeting strange people.
Welcoming them as warm as they can.
But alert as well for that is the only thing they can show.
When they will start to trust is a different story.
Because trust is too easy to break and hard to give away.
---------------------------
Did you know that life could change in one second. You can´t stop it even though you try to resist. The urge to know more, to see more, to do more, is always there. Nobody can resist it. Humans are from nature curious. They invent and search for new stuff.
Of course some people are afraid for new things. They are worried about the future and the past. Afraid that they will forget the past and what it tells us. They are worried about the future. That it will end just as mysterious as it began.
Life can change by only a simple action or as difficult as it can. One touch can make a baby smile or cry. One look can make your heart race or get cold. Life is so easy to change. With your life you can influent millions of people’s lives. And the chooses that you make can change someone else his/hers life.
Every life. Ever thing that can breathe. Can change things, way of thinking, life or people.
Influents are everywhere. Sometimes it’s shocking or disturbing. So awful you wonder, why are you even alive. But then there is also the wonderful things that happen. Who can’t feel happy or proud when she/he sees her/his baby smile for the first time.
---------------------------
My heart is leaning against the window. Staring at the sky, lost in thoughts. Snow is laying everywhere. While the sun is making tears in your eyes. There is so much white light that you feel like your drowning. One lonely cloud is passing by. A small hopeful voice is speaking soft.
“If on Earth can be so white and bright. How will Heaven be?”
You look at the voice. Seeing her hand against the window. An eager look, full of dreams. Your eyes begin to stare at the lonely cloud. The question makes you wonder. About more than the question itself. Tiredness waste over you. So many possibilities. So many chooses to make. The whole world is open. You can go so far as you want. Your eyes look back to her. She will make mistakes or do something wrong. The way she will go is her own decision. Because that is the bright side of life.
---------------------------
Brown and Red. Green and Black.
Love and Tears. Hate and Hope.
Nothing in common? Well, yes, of course.
They are words. Color’s, feelings and reactions.
It’s like saying we have nothing in common. We are humans.
We both know love, hate, hope, dreams, sadness and much more.
We have more in common than the naked eye can see.
Why are we fighting.
Why do we want more and when we got more, our desire will just rise?
Doesn’t it makes you tired?
Spending day after day wanting more than you already got.
When I see what I got. I wish I could lose it. So that I can treasure it more.
But the fact losing it makes me sick, tired, sad and angry.
I refuse to lose.
I refuse to open my eyes.
I know what I need to know.
I will learn what I can.
Keep breathing. Keep thinking. Keep making memories.
Nobody is forgotten if you remember their name.
---------------------------
It’s going to be strenuous. When things change. Feelings change.
The holding back. Wanting to keep things as they are.
Time is inevitable.
You can’t stop it neither can you rewind it.
There are millions songs and stories about wanting past time back.
Remembering about the “Glory Time”.
Eyes that aren’t searching for the present or Future.
Looking for things that are already gone.
Feelings have changed.
People who don’t remember your name anymore.
The wanting will come at a certain age.
The feeling of thinking back.
Getting lost in a memory of glory.
The bad thinks are forgotten.
Not Remembering all the things that happen that you wanted to forget.
1 being the best 10 the worst
These books are great for summer reading I can honestly say that anyone that reads them will want to read them again.
10. Deacula by Bram Stoker
9. The Hobbit by Tolken
8. I'm the king of the castle by Susan Hill
7. 1984 by George Orwell
6. The secret diary of Adrian Mole by Sue Townsend
5. Pride and prejudice by Jane Austine
4. Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
3. Lord of the Flies by William Golding
2. The curious incident of the dog in the nighttime by Mark Haddon
1 Rebecca by Daphne du Maurier
These books are great for summer reading I can honestly say that anyone that reads them will want to read them again.
10. Deacula by Bram Stoker
9. The Hobbit by Tolken
8. I'm the king of the castle by Susan Hill
7. 1984 by George Orwell
6. The secret diary of Adrian Mole by Sue Townsend
5. Pride and prejudice by Jane Austine
4. Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
3. Lord of the Flies by William Golding
2. The curious incident of the dog in the nighttime by Mark Haddon
1 Rebecca by Daphne du Maurier
Remembering is just an invention of the mind,
So you need not try to remember something,
You remember it automatically.
Which is the best thing that you could have.
The good times that we had...
It is placed in a portion of your mind.
The bad times that we had...
It is placed in the other part of your mind.
You try to forget all of the bad things that happened,
But it is not possible.
It is stuck in you.
The bad things are painted in ink on your heart.
The good things, you try to remember.
And they stay.
They never go.
Never leave you.
Remembering is just an invention of the mind.
And, well...I guess I'm happy for that.
So I can remember every friend I've had,
Every boyfriend,
And all the good times.
Every memory will never leave my heart.
They will never be forsaken.
Never.
So you need not try to remember something,
You remember it automatically.
Which is the best thing that you could have.
The good times that we had...
It is placed in a portion of your mind.
The bad times that we had...
It is placed in the other part of your mind.
You try to forget all of the bad things that happened,
But it is not possible.
It is stuck in you.
The bad things are painted in ink on your heart.
The good things, you try to remember.
And they stay.
They never go.
Never leave you.
Remembering is just an invention of the mind.
And, well...I guess I'm happy for that.
So I can remember every friend I've had,
Every boyfriend,
And all the good times.
Every memory will never leave my heart.
They will never be forsaken.
Never.
*Poem I wrote for a class project on the holocaust.
DON'T COPY*
Different in ways they couldn't control
Killed for reasons we do not know
Ranging from ages young to old
The innocent people were taken from homes
Soulless people did not care
That the Jewish were in despair
Concentration camps ending their screams
Breaking apart their families
Not once did they do anything wrong
They opened their mouths and sang a sad song
Years went by and more pain came
Until on one very special day
As one we all saved
The survivors of the Holocaust
DON'T COPY*
Different in ways they couldn't control
Killed for reasons we do not know
Ranging from ages young to old
The innocent people were taken from homes
Soulless people did not care
That the Jewish were in despair
Concentration camps ending their screams
Breaking apart their families
Not once did they do anything wrong
They opened their mouths and sang a sad song
Years went by and more pain came
Until on one very special day
As one we all saved
The survivors of the Holocaust