Chapter 8
I was so nerves how charlie was going to react, matt squeezed my hand to comfort me charlie opened the door and gasped he was stairing at me ,not beliving it was me
-Bella?
He wasn’t sure if it was really me and then I heard billys voice from the phone
-charlie charlie are you ok?
He didn’t respond and turned off the phone
-yeah dad its me
He staired at me again
-you look different!
-yeah two weeks does that to you.
I lied to him
-oh Bella! I missed you so much I was so worried that I wouldn’t see you again!
Then I took my hand out of matts and hugged him
-your cold
-yeah its freezing out side
I lied again it was just cloudy
Then he looked at matt
-this is matt my friend
-hi!
Matt said and shook Charlie's hand
-hi.
Charlie said confused
-can we come in?
I asked
-sure sure kid!
We went in everything was repaired and cleaned!
-the boys from la push came and heleped me
We sat on the sofa and talked for 16 minutes
Then I looked at charlie and said
-dad I cant stay I should go
-what, where?
-I'm staying with matt and his family in alaska
-Bella you cant just leave!!!
-dad I'm 18.
I said trying to reason with him
-but Bella…….
I cut him off
-charlie I came to say good bye………….
Then the door flew open and jake came in with sam and jared and seth
Then they all looked at me and matt confused
-Bella?
Jake and seth asked together
-yeah Bellas back!
Charlie said cheerfull like he didn’t hear a word I have said
-not for long!
I muttered under my breath annoyed but it was to low for charlie to hear bu jake and his friends looked at me again and gasped
-Bella?
Jake asked not beliving it was me
-its me!
I said then I stood up and dragged matt with me
-Bella please don’t go! I just got you back after 2 weeks!
He begged I didn’t want to leave him but it was for himself
-dad I cant stay here I will send you letters call you,maybe visit you again…
-bells don’t do this!
I looked him in the eye
-its for your best charlie,I should go
He looked at me like he got my messeg that I was dangerous
I went closer to him to hug him when sam said
-no!
I looked at him its not I want to suck his blood!
-what?!
I was losing my temper
-nothing,just be careful
He said like he knew I could hurt charlie then I remmembered what jake and sam said the night I left Bella we know what they are,we could help! They knew they were a vamp and they knew I'm a vamp to! I froze in my place not breathing they all nothiced ecxept charlie
-dad I should reallu go,ok? I promise to call you,
I hugged charlie and said good bye and shook the la push boys away and dragged matt out of the house.
-what's wrong Bella?
He asked
-they know what we are
-how?
-I don’t know!
We ran to the jungel to teleport back to london then I smelled a dog!!
I turned a round and saw jake and sam looking at me god they smell bad!!
-Bella,what happened to you?
Jake asked in a pained voice
-nothing I'm just movung on with my life!
-Bella tell us the truth!please!
-I cant jake take care of charlie ok?and I wount bother to come back!
-ok
-bye
-bye
Matt took my hand and teleported us to the cottag
I was so nerves how charlie was going to react, matt squeezed my hand to comfort me charlie opened the door and gasped he was stairing at me ,not beliving it was me
-Bella?
He wasn’t sure if it was really me and then I heard billys voice from the phone
-charlie charlie are you ok?
He didn’t respond and turned off the phone
-yeah dad its me
He staired at me again
-you look different!
-yeah two weeks does that to you.
I lied to him
-oh Bella! I missed you so much I was so worried that I wouldn’t see you again!
Then I took my hand out of matts and hugged him
-your cold
-yeah its freezing out side
I lied again it was just cloudy
Then he looked at matt
-this is matt my friend
-hi!
Matt said and shook Charlie's hand
-hi.
Charlie said confused
-can we come in?
I asked
-sure sure kid!
We went in everything was repaired and cleaned!
-the boys from la push came and heleped me
We sat on the sofa and talked for 16 minutes
Then I looked at charlie and said
-dad I cant stay I should go
-what, where?
-I'm staying with matt and his family in alaska
-Bella you cant just leave!!!
-dad I'm 18.
I said trying to reason with him
-but Bella…….
I cut him off
-charlie I came to say good bye………….
Then the door flew open and jake came in with sam and jared and seth
Then they all looked at me and matt confused
-Bella?
Jake and seth asked together
-yeah Bellas back!
Charlie said cheerfull like he didn’t hear a word I have said
-not for long!
I muttered under my breath annoyed but it was to low for charlie to hear bu jake and his friends looked at me again and gasped
-Bella?
Jake asked not beliving it was me
-its me!
I said then I stood up and dragged matt with me
-Bella please don’t go! I just got you back after 2 weeks!
He begged I didn’t want to leave him but it was for himself
-dad I cant stay here I will send you letters call you,maybe visit you again…
-bells don’t do this!
I looked him in the eye
-its for your best charlie,I should go
He looked at me like he got my messeg that I was dangerous
I went closer to him to hug him when sam said
-no!
I looked at him its not I want to suck his blood!
-what?!
I was losing my temper
-nothing,just be careful
He said like he knew I could hurt charlie then I remmembered what jake and sam said the night I left Bella we know what they are,we could help! They knew they were a vamp and they knew I'm a vamp to! I froze in my place not breathing they all nothiced ecxept charlie
-dad I should reallu go,ok? I promise to call you,
I hugged charlie and said good bye and shook the la push boys away and dragged matt out of the house.
-what's wrong Bella?
He asked
-they know what we are
-how?
-I don’t know!
We ran to the jungel to teleport back to london then I smelled a dog!!
I turned a round and saw jake and sam looking at me god they smell bad!!
-Bella,what happened to you?
Jake asked in a pained voice
-nothing I'm just movung on with my life!
-Bella tell us the truth!please!
-I cant jake take care of charlie ok?and I wount bother to come back!
-ok
-bye
-bye
Matt took my hand and teleported us to the cottag
Sleep was improbable
Emerging from my bed
Like a delicate butterfly
Raindrops pouring on my smooth, darkened window.
Pondering miraculous thoughts
About being a teen in America
Freedom to express myself as an individual
I want to relinquish my profound story
Being a teenager with freedom is
Hopeful
Rewarding
Honorable
Desirable
The past is behind me, the future is just beyond my grasp
Learning to be flawless through life's experiences
Having the pleasure to persue my ambitious talent
Being a teen in America simply is my stepping
stone to future greatness.
Give away to the morning
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the day go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the day go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...
Shaun
I wonder, sometimes, if she ever thinks of me.
If she knows that I kept only one picture of her. Anything else was just too painful. In the picture, she doesn't know I am taking it until the camera flash goes off. She has been sitting at the desk in her old bedroom, and she is half-smiling.
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I walk up to her, not breaking eye contact. Nothing existed but her.
The little girl was perched on her hip.
I trailed my fingers down her jawline. She still didn't move.
"Why did you leave?"
I wonder, sometimes, if she ever thinks of me.
If she knows that I kept only one picture of her. Anything else was just too painful. In the picture, she doesn't know I am taking it until the camera flash goes off. She has been sitting at the desk in her old bedroom, and she is half-smiling.
**************************************************
I walk up to her, not breaking eye contact. Nothing existed but her.
The little girl was perched on her hip.
I trailed my fingers down her jawline. She still didn't move.
"Why did you leave?"