Chapter 10
I waited till charlie started snoring and went to matts room we talked and talked I told him about my friends and the teachers………………………….
Till I heard charlie wake up and rushed in an inhuman speed to my room and faked for charlie that I was sleeping I got uop and washed my face and got dressed for school when I went down stairs charlie was gone mayy got ready to and I thineked about a black bmw but not that expensive and it apeared in the drive way
-do you like your new car?
I asked matt
-its mine?
-yup!
-my family cant efford it its yours!
-thanks
He gave me a hug suddenly I felt that that………. I really cared for him not like edward but like he can complete me make me happy I pulled away and looked him in the eyes and saw the same thing he moved closer and kissed mr this kiss wasn’t something I was used to edward always kissed me with worry and and…but when are lips met there was a feeling in me like butterflies I kissed him showing him every emotion I had for him he hugged me tighter without breaking the kiss.
Minutes passed then I pulled away
-were gonno be late!
-ooohh I hate school!
I chuckled and kissed him again and hoped in the car with him we drove to school
When we got there everyone was stairing at us are car some were confused if I'm new or I'm Bella ,matt opened the door for me and took my hand I was telling him where the office was when jessica intrupted me
-oh my god Bella is that you! Who is he? Could i……..
Then she looked at are hands and sighed
-hi jess,this is my friend matt
Matt nodded and smiled at her
-so are you ok? You were gone…………….
-I'm fine I went over matts his parents passed away I was with him you know comforting him…..so know his living with us
-oh ok! See you at class
-sure
I hated her so much and groaned Matt noticed and kissed my hand that was holding his I chuckled and took him to the office when we got in I smelled coffee and vanilla there was an young woman sitting on the chaire I didn’t recognize her she was new
-hi!
She said
-hi I'm Bella swan my dad registered matt I wanted to get his papers
-oh right matt…..hmmmmm there it is she handed me his papers
-thanks
I said and handed them to matt his schadule was like mine! I was happy and grabbed him to class
It was like my first day everyone was stairing at us oh god this is giong to be a long , long day!
After class ended everyone came and asked me where I was who is he………and I lied every time what I told the others it was pretty boring! Everyone wanted to touch us and hug me or pat my shoulder…………
I herried away not wanting them to happen.
So at lunch time me and matt sat at the old Cullen's spot alone and not eating what was infront of us we sat there trying to avoied the sataring eyes and make a conversation
3 hours later
When school ended me and matt went hiking somewhere in the forest to talk we found a beautiful spot that had green trees and a lake passing by with lots of colorful flowers
We sat there talking about school and my old friends the teachers how much he hated school and………………………..
After an hour we started talking about ourselves
-so why did you kiss me?
I teased him
-I really really like you its like I'm hole with you in a strange way you make me happy your so so……….. I don’t even know how to describe you you brouth light to my dark life and I don’t want to let you go!
He said looking me in the eyes this things he just said were so beautiful and it was so strange, I was feeling the same!!
I took his hand and gragged him on top of me and started kissing him he grabbed me tight in his armes and kissed me back I was starting to pull his shirt of when I saw something staring at us!
I waited till charlie started snoring and went to matts room we talked and talked I told him about my friends and the teachers………………………….
Till I heard charlie wake up and rushed in an inhuman speed to my room and faked for charlie that I was sleeping I got uop and washed my face and got dressed for school when I went down stairs charlie was gone mayy got ready to and I thineked about a black bmw but not that expensive and it apeared in the drive way
-do you like your new car?
I asked matt
-its mine?
-yup!
-my family cant efford it its yours!
-thanks
He gave me a hug suddenly I felt that that………. I really cared for him not like edward but like he can complete me make me happy I pulled away and looked him in the eyes and saw the same thing he moved closer and kissed mr this kiss wasn’t something I was used to edward always kissed me with worry and and…but when are lips met there was a feeling in me like butterflies I kissed him showing him every emotion I had for him he hugged me tighter without breaking the kiss.
Minutes passed then I pulled away
-were gonno be late!
-ooohh I hate school!
I chuckled and kissed him again and hoped in the car with him we drove to school
When we got there everyone was stairing at us are car some were confused if I'm new or I'm Bella ,matt opened the door for me and took my hand I was telling him where the office was when jessica intrupted me
-oh my god Bella is that you! Who is he? Could i……..
Then she looked at are hands and sighed
-hi jess,this is my friend matt
Matt nodded and smiled at her
-so are you ok? You were gone…………….
-I'm fine I went over matts his parents passed away I was with him you know comforting him…..so know his living with us
-oh ok! See you at class
-sure
I hated her so much and groaned Matt noticed and kissed my hand that was holding his I chuckled and took him to the office when we got in I smelled coffee and vanilla there was an young woman sitting on the chaire I didn’t recognize her she was new
-hi!
She said
-hi I'm Bella swan my dad registered matt I wanted to get his papers
-oh right matt…..hmmmmm there it is she handed me his papers
-thanks
I said and handed them to matt his schadule was like mine! I was happy and grabbed him to class
It was like my first day everyone was stairing at us oh god this is giong to be a long , long day!
After class ended everyone came and asked me where I was who is he………and I lied every time what I told the others it was pretty boring! Everyone wanted to touch us and hug me or pat my shoulder…………
I herried away not wanting them to happen.
So at lunch time me and matt sat at the old Cullen's spot alone and not eating what was infront of us we sat there trying to avoied the sataring eyes and make a conversation
3 hours later
When school ended me and matt went hiking somewhere in the forest to talk we found a beautiful spot that had green trees and a lake passing by with lots of colorful flowers
We sat there talking about school and my old friends the teachers how much he hated school and………………………..
After an hour we started talking about ourselves
-so why did you kiss me?
I teased him
-I really really like you its like I'm hole with you in a strange way you make me happy your so so……….. I don’t even know how to describe you you brouth light to my dark life and I don’t want to let you go!
He said looking me in the eyes this things he just said were so beautiful and it was so strange, I was feeling the same!!
I took his hand and gragged him on top of me and started kissing him he grabbed me tight in his armes and kissed me back I was starting to pull his shirt of when I saw something staring at us!
Sleep was improbable
Emerging from my bed
Like a delicate butterfly
Raindrops pouring on my smooth, darkened window.
Pondering miraculous thoughts
About being a teen in America
Freedom to express myself as an individual
I want to relinquish my profound story
Being a teenager with freedom is
Hopeful
Rewarding
Honorable
Desirable
The past is behind me, the future is just beyond my grasp
Learning to be flawless through life's experiences
Having the pleasure to persue my ambitious talent
Being a teen in America simply is my stepping
stone to future greatness.
Give away to the morning
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the day go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the day go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...
Shaun
I wonder, sometimes, if she ever thinks of me.
If she knows that I kept only one picture of her. Anything else was just too painful. In the picture, she doesn't know I am taking it until the camera flash goes off. She has been sitting at the desk in her old bedroom, and she is half-smiling.
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I walk up to her, not breaking eye contact. Nothing existed but her.
The little girl was perched on her hip.
I trailed my fingers down her jawline. She still didn't move.
"Why did you leave?"
I wonder, sometimes, if she ever thinks of me.
If she knows that I kept only one picture of her. Anything else was just too painful. In the picture, she doesn't know I am taking it until the camera flash goes off. She has been sitting at the desk in her old bedroom, and she is half-smiling.
**************************************************
I walk up to her, not breaking eye contact. Nothing existed but her.
The little girl was perched on her hip.
I trailed my fingers down her jawline. She still didn't move.
"Why did you leave?"