Chapter 21
I WANT TO THANK LEISHA4 FOR HELPING ME.WITHOUT HER I WOULDN’T HAVE POSTED CHAP 21 SO SOON CAUSE I DIDN’T KNOW HOW TO CONTINUE MY STORY.
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When his hands touched mine an electric current flashed through my body something so strong,something I wasn’t familiar with.
I held his hand tighter in mine then I felt his cool breath on my neck,I tore my gaze from are hands and looked him in the eyes,his beautiful eyes that made my weak human heart to rip its way out of my chest.then I realized I was falling for him again so I pulled my hand from his and sat on the bed.
Why am I so stupid.whats wrong with me?? I covered my face with my hands trying to comfort myself then edward sat beside me
-Bella I'm sorry I don’t know what to do so you can forget me
Pain washed in his eyes the pain was to much I couldn’t bear watching him like this I wanted to tell him it was ok but I controlled myself and sighed
Edward started talking and told me every thing that happened and how he felt when he left me
I was so concerned and saw the pain in his eyes so there was no way he was lying to me I just felt like betraying matt then I had a flash back of me and matt
*FLASH BACK*
I turned to matt and smiled when I saw his beautiful face and grabbed his neck and forced him closer to me
-well were where we?
He asked looking amused and then I kissed him he hugged me closer andgot a hanful of my hair in his ands and started playing with it I started to push my self closer when I heard a ripping sound and laughed his shirt was ripped in two I pulled his shirt and throw it on the ground looking at his beautiful chest then I came closer andtraced his beautiful chest with my hands then Ihe hugged me closer to him and I put my head on his shoulder
-I love you
I whispered in his ear this was the first time I told him this he pulled away and made me worried he saw the worrie in my eyes and smiled then he looked me in the eyes and said
-I love you too
I was so happy! I hugged him like he was a teddy bear and kissed every spot on his face and his neck he pulled my face to his then he kissed me like it was the end of the world he started to pull my shirt off when we heard a strange sound we both pulled away
*END OF FLASH BACK*
I sighed then Edwards face twisted in pain and said
-Bella your not betraying him
-how do you know?
-I can read your mind!
He said a little happy I searched my gifts to find the shieldi one(if you have forgot I have 3 gifts 1.my shield 2.controlling my thirst 3.when I think of something I want it just appears out of thin air)
Then I found my shield and actived it
-wow you have 3 gifts that's so cool!
Edward said like a kid that found out there is a santa claus(I just made that up I don’t know if it means anything I just wanted to describe that he's full of joy)
-yup!
-can you bring down your shield
Edward said annoyed
-nop!
I said enjoying his anoyence( hehehe I'm so evile!!)
Then he looked me in the eyes and made a puppy face and said
-Bella will you forgive me please?i am so SORRY!icant even forgive myself Bella I'm begging you to take me back I'm such a……..
I putted my finger on his lips I didn’t like it when he got all sad
-I forgive you!
I said and smiled at him
I WANT TO THANK LEISHA4 FOR HELPING ME.WITHOUT HER I WOULDN’T HAVE POSTED CHAP 21 SO SOON CAUSE I DIDN’T KNOW HOW TO CONTINUE MY STORY.
**
When his hands touched mine an electric current flashed through my body something so strong,something I wasn’t familiar with.
I held his hand tighter in mine then I felt his cool breath on my neck,I tore my gaze from are hands and looked him in the eyes,his beautiful eyes that made my weak human heart to rip its way out of my chest.then I realized I was falling for him again so I pulled my hand from his and sat on the bed.
Why am I so stupid.whats wrong with me?? I covered my face with my hands trying to comfort myself then edward sat beside me
-Bella I'm sorry I don’t know what to do so you can forget me
Pain washed in his eyes the pain was to much I couldn’t bear watching him like this I wanted to tell him it was ok but I controlled myself and sighed
Edward started talking and told me every thing that happened and how he felt when he left me
I was so concerned and saw the pain in his eyes so there was no way he was lying to me I just felt like betraying matt then I had a flash back of me and matt
*FLASH BACK*
I turned to matt and smiled when I saw his beautiful face and grabbed his neck and forced him closer to me
-well were where we?
He asked looking amused and then I kissed him he hugged me closer andgot a hanful of my hair in his ands and started playing with it I started to push my self closer when I heard a ripping sound and laughed his shirt was ripped in two I pulled his shirt and throw it on the ground looking at his beautiful chest then I came closer andtraced his beautiful chest with my hands then Ihe hugged me closer to him and I put my head on his shoulder
-I love you
I whispered in his ear this was the first time I told him this he pulled away and made me worried he saw the worrie in my eyes and smiled then he looked me in the eyes and said
-I love you too
I was so happy! I hugged him like he was a teddy bear and kissed every spot on his face and his neck he pulled my face to his then he kissed me like it was the end of the world he started to pull my shirt off when we heard a strange sound we both pulled away
*END OF FLASH BACK*
I sighed then Edwards face twisted in pain and said
-Bella your not betraying him
-how do you know?
-I can read your mind!
He said a little happy I searched my gifts to find the shieldi one(if you have forgot I have 3 gifts 1.my shield 2.controlling my thirst 3.when I think of something I want it just appears out of thin air)
Then I found my shield and actived it
-wow you have 3 gifts that's so cool!
Edward said like a kid that found out there is a santa claus(I just made that up I don’t know if it means anything I just wanted to describe that he's full of joy)
-yup!
-can you bring down your shield
Edward said annoyed
-nop!
I said enjoying his anoyence( hehehe I'm so evile!!)
Then he looked me in the eyes and made a puppy face and said
-Bella will you forgive me please?i am so SORRY!icant even forgive myself Bella I'm begging you to take me back I'm such a……..
I putted my finger on his lips I didn’t like it when he got all sad
-I forgive you!
I said and smiled at him
Sleep was improbable
Emerging from my bed
Like a delicate butterfly
Raindrops pouring on my smooth, darkened window.
Pondering miraculous thoughts
About being a teen in America
Freedom to express myself as an individual
I want to relinquish my profound story
Being a teenager with freedom is
Hopeful
Rewarding
Honorable
Desirable
The past is behind me, the future is just beyond my grasp
Learning to be flawless through life's experiences
Having the pleasure to persue my ambitious talent
Being a teen in America simply is my stepping
stone to future greatness.
Give away to the morning
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the day go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...
Light is here
Look away from the mourning
Is she gone, is she still...?
And let the day go ahead
Without you
Find a place, a dark space
To hide you
What’s a day, a sunny day
To you?
Fade away, let the your rainclouds
Guide you
There goes the downpour
Long gone your hello...
Find it in you
To make that last stand
It’s a silent drive
It’s her very last one.
Here come the clear skies
There goes your fare well...