Maybe I should ditch P.E. today?Ive never ditched school before so this was definitely a first for me.What would be my excuse though?I could just picture Ms.Anime's face if I were to come to be P.E. with this crap:"Oh,hey Ms.A.,I can't exactly stay for P.E. today....because I'm pregnant...well at least I think I am?So,yeah I'll see you tomorrow,maybe." then just walk away without looking back."I'm screwed!"Those were the words that would repeat in my head over,over,and over again.
"Hey Annie!Missed you at lunch yesterday!"My best friend Arlette was referring to yesterday when I bailed on lunch to go buy the stupid lair that had ruined my whole day![OK,so maybe I have ditched school before.]By thinking about the reason I had bailed,something crossed my mind,"oh my god,Am I even going to tell my best friend?"
"Uhhhh,Ann are you OK?"
"Yeah,I'm fine."I lied.
"You look really drained or concerned or something.Are you sure?"I was scared Arlette was going to figure out the truth by the fact that i was staying silence.I mean I really wanted to tell Arlette not only because she was my best friend but also I'm thinking she will be able to come up with a better excuse for ditching P.E..
"Umm,Arlette?I do have news..."
I breathed so deeply and so slowly I thought I was going to faint right thin and there.Luck for me i didn't,I don't think that would have been good for the baby anyway."Bab-"I thought but Arlette stopped my train of thought with her sudden scream.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!Your preggers aren't you?!I knew it!"She said the words so fast I almost didn't understand a word she said.Arlette was mumbling to herself now as if she was a speed boat engine.I couldn't make out a word she was saying.
"Damn Arlette,why don't you just let the school know?"She rolled her eyes and apologized.
"Sorry,That little surprise caught me off guard.I mean who wouldn't be totally shocked to hear you say something like that?I didn't even know you had lost your virginity Ann!"Arlette was finally whispering now.Her eyes full of wonder but yet full of concern.But I couldn't blame her for her reaction;yes I would've appreciated it a little bit more if she wouldn't have screamed it out but I probably would have done the same thing.
"It's Ok Lettee',I promise I'll explain everything tonight when you come over.But until then,what the hell am I going to do about Ms.Anime?"Now I was mumbling as well but much faster than Arlette was before.I was out of breath just by that sentence alone.
"Crap!I forgot about her.We need a killer excuse Annie!"
"She shoots,she scores!Lette' I think we figured that out already."I was kind of panicky now.I got really woozy from the conversation.The room was spinning to me,double Arlettes' and everything.
I felt Arlette catch me.I also felt the slap across my face as i fell into her cold arms.I shivered from the coldness of her icy fingers.I knew I had blacked out a couple of times but for short seconds.Then I felt another slap but not on my face this time,now it was directly on my heart.I quickly realized the wrong motion Arlette was trying to do,my eyes flashed open and the slapping stopped.
"Hey Arlette,maybe you should wait to do C.P.R. 'til my heart ACTUALLY STOPS BEATING!"
"Sorry!I panicked.Just trying to help."Lettee was hurt by my words,I apologized quickly and got up off the floor.
"Do you just want to ditch completely?We already missed about the first fifteen minutes of class anyway."Arlette couldn't agree anymore than I had.
So we went to the office and perfectly lied our way out of the rest of the school day.
As soon as we got into Lette's trashed out black and hot pink[favorite colors for Lette] pinch buggie and speed down the block and to the first light,her questions that she had been holding in from before bombarded me.
"Does Emet know?
Are you going to tell him?
What are you going to eat now?
How long will it take for "that thing" to grow?
Are you going to keep it?"Arlette didn't mumble now,she just talked wayyyy to slow.
"I told you I would tell you tonight!"I couldn't help but snap.At least now I had an excuse for snapping at people.And a very good excuse at that."Well I wouldn't use the word "good"." I thought to myself.
"OK...Ok...."
Arlette said the last sentence she would say to me the rest of the ride home:
"Well now you can't get into anymore "shunanagnezz" Miss Juno*."
"Hey Annie!Missed you at lunch yesterday!"My best friend Arlette was referring to yesterday when I bailed on lunch to go buy the stupid lair that had ruined my whole day![OK,so maybe I have ditched school before.]By thinking about the reason I had bailed,something crossed my mind,"oh my god,Am I even going to tell my best friend?"
"Uhhhh,Ann are you OK?"
"Yeah,I'm fine."I lied.
"You look really drained or concerned or something.Are you sure?"I was scared Arlette was going to figure out the truth by the fact that i was staying silence.I mean I really wanted to tell Arlette not only because she was my best friend but also I'm thinking she will be able to come up with a better excuse for ditching P.E..
"Umm,Arlette?I do have news..."
I breathed so deeply and so slowly I thought I was going to faint right thin and there.Luck for me i didn't,I don't think that would have been good for the baby anyway."Bab-"I thought but Arlette stopped my train of thought with her sudden scream.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!Your preggers aren't you?!I knew it!"She said the words so fast I almost didn't understand a word she said.Arlette was mumbling to herself now as if she was a speed boat engine.I couldn't make out a word she was saying.
"Damn Arlette,why don't you just let the school know?"She rolled her eyes and apologized.
"Sorry,That little surprise caught me off guard.I mean who wouldn't be totally shocked to hear you say something like that?I didn't even know you had lost your virginity Ann!"Arlette was finally whispering now.Her eyes full of wonder but yet full of concern.But I couldn't blame her for her reaction;yes I would've appreciated it a little bit more if she wouldn't have screamed it out but I probably would have done the same thing.
"It's Ok Lettee',I promise I'll explain everything tonight when you come over.But until then,what the hell am I going to do about Ms.Anime?"Now I was mumbling as well but much faster than Arlette was before.I was out of breath just by that sentence alone.
"Crap!I forgot about her.We need a killer excuse Annie!"
"She shoots,she scores!Lette' I think we figured that out already."I was kind of panicky now.I got really woozy from the conversation.The room was spinning to me,double Arlettes' and everything.
I felt Arlette catch me.I also felt the slap across my face as i fell into her cold arms.I shivered from the coldness of her icy fingers.I knew I had blacked out a couple of times but for short seconds.Then I felt another slap but not on my face this time,now it was directly on my heart.I quickly realized the wrong motion Arlette was trying to do,my eyes flashed open and the slapping stopped.
"Hey Arlette,maybe you should wait to do C.P.R. 'til my heart ACTUALLY STOPS BEATING!"
"Sorry!I panicked.Just trying to help."Lettee was hurt by my words,I apologized quickly and got up off the floor.
"Do you just want to ditch completely?We already missed about the first fifteen minutes of class anyway."Arlette couldn't agree anymore than I had.
So we went to the office and perfectly lied our way out of the rest of the school day.
As soon as we got into Lette's trashed out black and hot pink[favorite colors for Lette] pinch buggie and speed down the block and to the first light,her questions that she had been holding in from before bombarded me.
"Does Emet know?
Are you going to tell him?
What are you going to eat now?
How long will it take for "that thing" to grow?
Are you going to keep it?"Arlette didn't mumble now,she just talked wayyyy to slow.
"I told you I would tell you tonight!"I couldn't help but snap.At least now I had an excuse for snapping at people.And a very good excuse at that."Well I wouldn't use the word "good"." I thought to myself.
"OK...Ok...."
Arlette said the last sentence she would say to me the rest of the ride home:
"Well now you can't get into anymore "shunanagnezz" Miss Juno*."
Random Song or Poem or Something
So um enjoy. Idk wot this is but whatev :)
I'll Break this Spell
I’ve lived my life in shadows
Walking at your pace
I couldn’t see that you were so shallow
I was too mesmerized by your face
Now I can see
All that you’ve done to me
I’ll break this spell
That you’ve put on me
Ever so easily
I won’t treat you well
After all it’s me
That you’ve messed up completely
I’ll make you pay hell
If that’s what will set me free
If it’ll set me free
So um enjoy. Idk wot this is but whatev :)
I'll Break this Spell
I’ve lived my life in shadows
Walking at your pace
I couldn’t see that you were so shallow
I was too mesmerized by your face
Now I can see
All that you’ve done to me
I’ll break this spell
That you’ve put on me
Ever so easily
I won’t treat you well
After all it’s me
That you’ve messed up completely
I’ll make you pay hell
If that’s what will set me free
If it’ll set me free
I feel like I have always known you
We’ve always been so close but
You look away
You tell me that you love me
But your eyes say something else
It shouldn’t be so difficult for me
To turn away
Chorus:
Every time we talk at night
Every time you make me feel alright
When you say goodbye
You say you’ll think of me all the time
I know it’s a lie
And I’m slowly breaking
I’m slowly breaking
Somehow you just cannot see
The way I smile when you look at me
Are you completely blind?
Cuz’ I’ve given you all the signs
That I love you
Chorus:
And now I’m falling apart
You’ve gone from my life
I can’t take it anymore
My new best friend is a knife
What you were to me
Made me complete