“It all started about six years ago…my mom and dad were at the park playing with my younger brother, Tyler, on his fourth birthday. I had decided to hang out with my friends instead… now I wish that I had never made such an idiotic decision. Cause of that day at the park, someone came and murdered my parents and stole away my little brother. I know all of this because that dirt bag left a letter saying “ I murdered both of your parents and stole your little brother because when I went to kill him I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. So, I haven’t decided what to do with him yet, but don’t bother looking for him because I can guarantee his safety. But I have decided to kill myself because I can’t stand to look at myself anymore. Signed, the killer”.
So, here I am today, four years later…into high school… “Hi T-kay!” said Risa. “Oh, hi Risa. How was your spring break?” said T-kay. “Good, but never mind that!” said Risa as she hugged him tight as possible saying I’m so sorry. “What for?” said T-kay. “I kept hearing around the town that over spring break was the anniversary of your parents death and brothers disappearing.” said Risa crying while still hugging him. Then T- kay silently said, “Oh…I forgot about it. Please don’t worry about it. I’m fine really”. Risa then stopped and said “Fine, but if you ever need to talk about anything, anything at all, please give me a call!”. “Thanks Risa your such a good friend.” said T-kay with a smile on his face.
“Oh yeah! That reminds me, you should come over sometime and meet my little brother. Well, step-brother, but anyways, he just turned ten over our vacation” said Risa. Then T-kay was shocked and Risa turned and said” What’s wrong?” then T-kay paused for a minute and said, “No, it’s nothing”. then he thought to himself nah, it must just be a coincidence. “So how was your spring break?” said T-kay. Then Risa got all excited and said, “Well, I celebrated my step-brother’s birthday and I still feel really bad for him after all this time…” “Why? What happened to him?” said T-kay in a worried voice. She then hesitated and said, “When we adopted him, he had suffered of brain loss and couldn’t remember a thing from his birth to his fifth birthday. That was when he showed up at the doorstep of the adoption center.” “Wow that’s strange” said T-kay. “Yeah, I know right?” said Risa said. Then the bell rang for class. Then, T-kay turned to say “Can I walk with you to class?” and Risa blushed and said, “sure!”…then they walked together to class and T-kay held her books for her as if they were boyfriend and girlfriend.
Many hours later after the school bell rang… “Hey Risa wait up!” said T-kay running towards Risa, but then tripped and fell face first onto the ground. Then Risa laughed and said, “Wow, you really haven’t changed, your still a bi klutz. But it‘s kind of cute!” she then helped him up. “Thank you!” he said as he grabbed her hand to get back up. They then headed home, but went a different way than they usually did. You could hear all of the birds chirping and all of the little nature animals wondering around in the park. “Wow…It’s such a beautiful day today. Gosh, I almost don’t want the day to end.” she said as she gazed into the beautiful spring day. He then did the same and said, “Yeah, I know what you mean.” “Sometimes, don’t you just want to freeze time and never let the perfect day end…” said Risa as she thought to herself what to say next. “Yeah” he said and then sighed and asked, “Want to go and get some lunch or something?”. Risa then thought about it and said, “Sure, want to…never mind. It’s stupid”. then T-kay jumped to the point and said, “Nothing you say or think is stupid. What was it?”. she then hesitated and said, “Well…I was thinking, maybe we could go and have a picnic under the big oak tree in the park!?”. “That’s a good idea, we’ll meet there!” he shouted without thinking. They both blushed and nodded there heads yes. “Okay then, I’ll get the food and sandwiches and you get the snacks, blanket, and the basket to carry it all in! is that a plan?” he said.
About forty-five minutes under the old oak tree in the park… he then asked, “Turkey or ham?” and she continued by saying “Turkey! Lays or ruffles?”. he said, “Either one works, so you pick!”. they then both began to eat their sandwiches and chips for lunch. Then after they finished eating…
Risa began to get shivers. “Are you cold?” T-kay said with a sweet and caring voice. “No” Risa said while still shivering. He then smiled, took off his jacket and put it on Risa. She quickly shouted and said, “No, really I’m fi…fi” achoo! He then laughed at her and had her lay her lead down in his lap and said, “There, is that any better?”. She then blushed and said, “Yeah, I’m fine now, thanks!”. “Your welcome. I just care about you and don’t want you to get sick because you are special to me…” he said gazing into her eyes. Risa then silently thought to herself and said, “Is there anything I can do? For you I mean?” he then said, “ What do you mean?” and she continued with, “ Well, since your brother gone and” then T-kay cut her off by saying, “Oh, well then, you can promise to always stay by my side for always and forever.” she then began to say “It’s” and yawned to continue saying, “ It’s a promise!”. They then both fell asleep right there under the big oak tree in the park, under the big, beautiful full moon. As they slept, nature began to do the same and it grew silent. It was like the best day ever, for some people at least…
So, here I am today, four years later…into high school… “Hi T-kay!” said Risa. “Oh, hi Risa. How was your spring break?” said T-kay. “Good, but never mind that!” said Risa as she hugged him tight as possible saying I’m so sorry. “What for?” said T-kay. “I kept hearing around the town that over spring break was the anniversary of your parents death and brothers disappearing.” said Risa crying while still hugging him. Then T- kay silently said, “Oh…I forgot about it. Please don’t worry about it. I’m fine really”. Risa then stopped and said “Fine, but if you ever need to talk about anything, anything at all, please give me a call!”. “Thanks Risa your such a good friend.” said T-kay with a smile on his face.
“Oh yeah! That reminds me, you should come over sometime and meet my little brother. Well, step-brother, but anyways, he just turned ten over our vacation” said Risa. Then T-kay was shocked and Risa turned and said” What’s wrong?” then T-kay paused for a minute and said, “No, it’s nothing”. then he thought to himself nah, it must just be a coincidence. “So how was your spring break?” said T-kay. Then Risa got all excited and said, “Well, I celebrated my step-brother’s birthday and I still feel really bad for him after all this time…” “Why? What happened to him?” said T-kay in a worried voice. She then hesitated and said, “When we adopted him, he had suffered of brain loss and couldn’t remember a thing from his birth to his fifth birthday. That was when he showed up at the doorstep of the adoption center.” “Wow that’s strange” said T-kay. “Yeah, I know right?” said Risa said. Then the bell rang for class. Then, T-kay turned to say “Can I walk with you to class?” and Risa blushed and said, “sure!”…then they walked together to class and T-kay held her books for her as if they were boyfriend and girlfriend.
Many hours later after the school bell rang… “Hey Risa wait up!” said T-kay running towards Risa, but then tripped and fell face first onto the ground. Then Risa laughed and said, “Wow, you really haven’t changed, your still a bi klutz. But it‘s kind of cute!” she then helped him up. “Thank you!” he said as he grabbed her hand to get back up. They then headed home, but went a different way than they usually did. You could hear all of the birds chirping and all of the little nature animals wondering around in the park. “Wow…It’s such a beautiful day today. Gosh, I almost don’t want the day to end.” she said as she gazed into the beautiful spring day. He then did the same and said, “Yeah, I know what you mean.” “Sometimes, don’t you just want to freeze time and never let the perfect day end…” said Risa as she thought to herself what to say next. “Yeah” he said and then sighed and asked, “Want to go and get some lunch or something?”. Risa then thought about it and said, “Sure, want to…never mind. It’s stupid”. then T-kay jumped to the point and said, “Nothing you say or think is stupid. What was it?”. she then hesitated and said, “Well…I was thinking, maybe we could go and have a picnic under the big oak tree in the park!?”. “That’s a good idea, we’ll meet there!” he shouted without thinking. They both blushed and nodded there heads yes. “Okay then, I’ll get the food and sandwiches and you get the snacks, blanket, and the basket to carry it all in! is that a plan?” he said.
About forty-five minutes under the old oak tree in the park… he then asked, “Turkey or ham?” and she continued by saying “Turkey! Lays or ruffles?”. he said, “Either one works, so you pick!”. they then both began to eat their sandwiches and chips for lunch. Then after they finished eating…
Risa began to get shivers. “Are you cold?” T-kay said with a sweet and caring voice. “No” Risa said while still shivering. He then smiled, took off his jacket and put it on Risa. She quickly shouted and said, “No, really I’m fi…fi” achoo! He then laughed at her and had her lay her lead down in his lap and said, “There, is that any better?”. She then blushed and said, “Yeah, I’m fine now, thanks!”. “Your welcome. I just care about you and don’t want you to get sick because you are special to me…” he said gazing into her eyes. Risa then silently thought to herself and said, “Is there anything I can do? For you I mean?” he then said, “ What do you mean?” and she continued with, “ Well, since your brother gone and” then T-kay cut her off by saying, “Oh, well then, you can promise to always stay by my side for always and forever.” she then began to say “It’s” and yawned to continue saying, “ It’s a promise!”. They then both fell asleep right there under the big oak tree in the park, under the big, beautiful full moon. As they slept, nature began to do the same and it grew silent. It was like the best day ever, for some people at least…
I'm setting here looking at a paused television screen and i soon think to myself is that the way that our life is life when we are put on hold.
If tht's the case then why are we not able to do the work that we have been meant to do forever,
how can the people in our lives trust us for the decisions that we make in our daily lives that we live.
are we really meant to be th people that we are meant to be or are we just passing through this earth with no-where to go but down, that is what i think about when i see a paused tv.
so what do you think about this journal entry that i just wrote you need to think about what i said and give me your best anwsers that you can give.
thnx erie morgan maples
If tht's the case then why are we not able to do the work that we have been meant to do forever,
how can the people in our lives trust us for the decisions that we make in our daily lives that we live.
are we really meant to be th people that we are meant to be or are we just passing through this earth with no-where to go but down, that is what i think about when i see a paused tv.
so what do you think about this journal entry that i just wrote you need to think about what i said and give me your best anwsers that you can give.
thnx erie morgan maples
Hate.Disappointment.Regret.They all make up some of the worst thing in our lives...then why can't we just give it up?Give it up and just throw all our problems away?The answer is simple because this,this is reality not a fairytale or some fiction story,where the writer can just have their way over their characters like puppets.No.Not at all in reality does one have their way to control their life or the lies that people tell them.There's no stopping your troubles in life or changing the regret you've made in the past ...it's life.
such a waste, my life whole life is a fake!...but im sure ive been a thorn inside of you...that's torn at you for years. but, sometimes i can taste how bitter i've become...& its more then i can bare. sometimes i pray for someone to blow me away. just make it quick, but let it burn...so i can feel the pain thats torn at me for years. i can't be held responsable, 'cause this is all so new to me. can i...leave my pain behind?
the sercomstances of one's birth are irrelavent. its what you DO with the gift of life, that determends who you are. the pain you feel...its normal. let it go.
you think?
yes. you need to forgive and forget.
i can't...
you can.
but i can't just do nothing...
it's not nothing!
i cant just...forget.
it's hard to forgive, and its hard to forget, but it's easy to do nothing...
you're right...
the sercomstances of one's birth are irrelavent. its what you DO with the gift of life, that determends who you are. the pain you feel...its normal. let it go.
you think?
yes. you need to forgive and forget.
i can't...
you can.
but i can't just do nothing...
it's not nothing!
i cant just...forget.
it's hard to forgive, and its hard to forget, but it's easy to do nothing...
you're right...