It always starts with darkness. Just like the rumors that vampires were made to sign Satan's book with blood as the registration, it was thought that a vampire's soul was consumed by darkness. For the first couple months, that's what it really feels like; darkness, always there like the puppy you always wished for to follow you around. Sadly, I never had a puppy, so this was all awkwardly new to me.
"That's how it's going to be for a while." Adrian told me one day while I woke up from a deep sleep, facing the sunlight. I had forgotten that we were now affected by that sunlight more than humans. I crawled under the covers and sighed before another wave of sleep passed over me. I felt Adrian make a light tap on my back, and I knew that was a sort of sympathy for me. I appreaciated it.
Along with that there was times where my body temperature grew amazingly hot, bringing me up to temperatures near 120 degrees Fahrenheit.
"That's to regualte your temperature until you get the craving for blood." Adrian explained, making a wise face while stroking the invisible beard. I would have normally told him that he was losing his charm that way, but since I was having a hard time moving my lips since my mouth was burning as if someone stuck a match there, I just rolled my eyes.
Then there was the shivers, when my body would grow cold. My insides would feel numb, and no matter whether I had ten blankets on or a heater next to me, I'd still be freezing my vampire ass off.
"There is a positive reaction to the negative." Adrian stated, sitting as far away from me as possible as if frost was radiating off of me and repelling him away from my convulsing body. "Think of the raging temperatures above 100 as being the positive, and what you're going through now as the negative. There will be a balance somewhere."
"Yeah? Like when?" I chattered back icily, and instead of answering he just left me, which i accepted grateully.
If that wasn't enough, I had to get regular training with Marcus and have historic lessons with Dimitri. The only times they excused me was when I had my sleeping spells, which went from hours to days. I feared that my condition was going to get worse.
"It's got to get worse before---"
"Stop being so damn intellectual!" I shouted at Adrian, and he gave me a pouty look before leaving me alone for a number of days.
Most of these symptoms I had started to accept in stride, but after a while all I heard was "this will all fade once you get your dose of blood." Yet no one was telling me when I was going to get my dose yet, or when the thought of blood was going to appeal to me. Thinking about it now, it was just as neutral as any other unimportant word out there---no signifigance except when I got bloody bruised when Marcus gave a swift side-kick to the face yesterday.
"Oh, Zelos, is that all you've got?" He questioned tauntingly, curling his finger at me. He was crouched predatorily, flashing white teeth that glistened with the familiar clear liquid.
I stumbled to my feet, rubbing my cheek in anger. He knew I just became a vampire, so why in the world was he treating me like some 400-year old Coven leader? "Maybe if you eased up on me I could make a hit sometime."
"That won't make you stronger, that will just make you think that every enemy you go against will let you get the hits first." Marcus stated before racing in a blur around my body before twisting a long arm around my waist and hurtling me to the nearest tree in the forest. The impact sent a flock of birds to flee. I looked over at him gloomily, then staggered to my feet again, panting.
"Good, Zelos, you have gotten increased stamina. That will be beneficial later." He ran over and helped me back to the cabin, inspecting the print left on my ribs. "Sorry about that, brother. But pain is the reward to gain, and gaining is a step closer to greatness."
It was the first time I heard him call me brother. I smiled. "It's okay, Marcus. Thank you."
After that, I cherished the pain I recieved and thought of me greater. It didn't take long before I had Marcus pinned to a tree, his neck inches away from a spear made of wood. The pain vibrated underneath my fingertips, but Marcus looked ten times frigthened by it than I was, his eyes glued to the space between the tree protion and his neck. He made a shaky smile and peeled me off like tape, pushing me back cautiously. Even though he was shook, he was pleased. "Well done, Zelos. It takes a lot to bring me down. I think the others can tell you that." He nodded behind me, and I turned to see Dimitri and Adrian come from behind the looming trees, broad grins on their faces.
"Well done, little bro!" Adrian slapped me hard on the back, making me cough, but I smiled eagerly at him. Dimitri clapped his hand on my shoulder and nodded, and I was shocked at the emotion that he gave. Respectfully, I nodded back.
Marcus drew my attention back to him. "Zelos, I think it's time that tomorrow, we will---"
"Am I going to drink?" I asked a little to happily.
Adrian laughed, but Marcus shook his head sadly. "No, we are going to take you to the outskirts of town. I want to see how close you can get to the humans without getting reacted. Only your true instincts can tell us whether you are ready enough to feed, and that will be the hardest for all of us, especially you." He led us back to the cabin.
I shivered this time, and I knew it wasn't because of my cold temperature.
"That's how it's going to be for a while." Adrian told me one day while I woke up from a deep sleep, facing the sunlight. I had forgotten that we were now affected by that sunlight more than humans. I crawled under the covers and sighed before another wave of sleep passed over me. I felt Adrian make a light tap on my back, and I knew that was a sort of sympathy for me. I appreaciated it.
Along with that there was times where my body temperature grew amazingly hot, bringing me up to temperatures near 120 degrees Fahrenheit.
"That's to regualte your temperature until you get the craving for blood." Adrian explained, making a wise face while stroking the invisible beard. I would have normally told him that he was losing his charm that way, but since I was having a hard time moving my lips since my mouth was burning as if someone stuck a match there, I just rolled my eyes.
Then there was the shivers, when my body would grow cold. My insides would feel numb, and no matter whether I had ten blankets on or a heater next to me, I'd still be freezing my vampire ass off.
"There is a positive reaction to the negative." Adrian stated, sitting as far away from me as possible as if frost was radiating off of me and repelling him away from my convulsing body. "Think of the raging temperatures above 100 as being the positive, and what you're going through now as the negative. There will be a balance somewhere."
"Yeah? Like when?" I chattered back icily, and instead of answering he just left me, which i accepted grateully.
If that wasn't enough, I had to get regular training with Marcus and have historic lessons with Dimitri. The only times they excused me was when I had my sleeping spells, which went from hours to days. I feared that my condition was going to get worse.
"It's got to get worse before---"
"Stop being so damn intellectual!" I shouted at Adrian, and he gave me a pouty look before leaving me alone for a number of days.
Most of these symptoms I had started to accept in stride, but after a while all I heard was "this will all fade once you get your dose of blood." Yet no one was telling me when I was going to get my dose yet, or when the thought of blood was going to appeal to me. Thinking about it now, it was just as neutral as any other unimportant word out there---no signifigance except when I got bloody bruised when Marcus gave a swift side-kick to the face yesterday.
"Oh, Zelos, is that all you've got?" He questioned tauntingly, curling his finger at me. He was crouched predatorily, flashing white teeth that glistened with the familiar clear liquid.
I stumbled to my feet, rubbing my cheek in anger. He knew I just became a vampire, so why in the world was he treating me like some 400-year old Coven leader? "Maybe if you eased up on me I could make a hit sometime."
"That won't make you stronger, that will just make you think that every enemy you go against will let you get the hits first." Marcus stated before racing in a blur around my body before twisting a long arm around my waist and hurtling me to the nearest tree in the forest. The impact sent a flock of birds to flee. I looked over at him gloomily, then staggered to my feet again, panting.
"Good, Zelos, you have gotten increased stamina. That will be beneficial later." He ran over and helped me back to the cabin, inspecting the print left on my ribs. "Sorry about that, brother. But pain is the reward to gain, and gaining is a step closer to greatness."
It was the first time I heard him call me brother. I smiled. "It's okay, Marcus. Thank you."
After that, I cherished the pain I recieved and thought of me greater. It didn't take long before I had Marcus pinned to a tree, his neck inches away from a spear made of wood. The pain vibrated underneath my fingertips, but Marcus looked ten times frigthened by it than I was, his eyes glued to the space between the tree protion and his neck. He made a shaky smile and peeled me off like tape, pushing me back cautiously. Even though he was shook, he was pleased. "Well done, Zelos. It takes a lot to bring me down. I think the others can tell you that." He nodded behind me, and I turned to see Dimitri and Adrian come from behind the looming trees, broad grins on their faces.
"Well done, little bro!" Adrian slapped me hard on the back, making me cough, but I smiled eagerly at him. Dimitri clapped his hand on my shoulder and nodded, and I was shocked at the emotion that he gave. Respectfully, I nodded back.
Marcus drew my attention back to him. "Zelos, I think it's time that tomorrow, we will---"
"Am I going to drink?" I asked a little to happily.
Adrian laughed, but Marcus shook his head sadly. "No, we are going to take you to the outskirts of town. I want to see how close you can get to the humans without getting reacted. Only your true instincts can tell us whether you are ready enough to feed, and that will be the hardest for all of us, especially you." He led us back to the cabin.
I shivered this time, and I knew it wasn't because of my cold temperature.
He gives me sight,
Saves me from evil's bite,
Holds me when I cry,
Always by my side.
My last breath is taken and given to him,
He saves me from the storm I'm in,
He saves me and calls me his,
Have him when I'm in a crisis.
Jesus is everything.
Everything to me,
Helping me see,
Stealing my heart,
Oh how I hate being apart.
Stand here and be moved by him,
To feel him in my veins,
To feel him inside of me.
My friend,
My helper,
The great shrink,
I am proud to be part of his link.
Blown away by his grace,
Blessed by his mercy,
Oh how he carries.
Holds every tear in his hand,
Wipes away our sorrows,
For a better tomorrow.
from:sponge bob
wirtten by:sponge bob
guitar by:spongeb
preformed by:sponge bob&patrick& squidward
featuring:Patrick
also featuring :squidward *sorta*
drums:patrick
singer:spongebob
lets gather around the campfire and sing the campfire song our c-a-mp-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song. and if you think that we cant sing it faster then your wrong but itll help if you just sing along
Bom Bom Bom
*sing it fast!*
C-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song,C-am-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song and if you think that we cant sing it faster then you wrong but itll help if you just sing along.
*even faster*C-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song,C-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song Patrick!
"SoNG!C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E..
"squdiward1good!"
Itll help!itll help!if you just sing along!OH YEAH!
THE END
wirtten by:sponge bob
guitar by:spongeb
preformed by:sponge bob&patrick& squidward
featuring:Patrick
also featuring :squidward *sorta*
drums:patrick
singer:spongebob
lets gather around the campfire and sing the campfire song our c-a-mp-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song. and if you think that we cant sing it faster then your wrong but itll help if you just sing along
Bom Bom Bom
*sing it fast!*
C-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song,C-am-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song and if you think that we cant sing it faster then you wrong but itll help if you just sing along.
*even faster*C-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song,C-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g song Patrick!
"SoNG!C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E..
"squdiward1good!"
Itll help!itll help!if you just sing along!OH YEAH!
THE END
It’s raining on my window pane,
Inside this house looks so lame.
I’m so funny, so bored hunni.
Nothing much to do but to be a horn dog,
Being bored makes me write in my log.
Are we counting up or down?
Nothing seems to go around.
Boredom, you don’t like him.
Boredom, you wanna shoot him.
Don’t make that move.
You get in trouble when looking for fun,
You get so tired when the day is done.
Soon as you get in bed,
You remember what should be done instead.
Just forget the problem.
Get a goodnight sleep and dream.
Forget about the boring adventure,
You should’ve discovered something in nature.
Boredom, forget them.
Boredom, sleep before the morning.
Inside this house looks so lame.
I’m so funny, so bored hunni.
Nothing much to do but to be a horn dog,
Being bored makes me write in my log.
Are we counting up or down?
Nothing seems to go around.
Boredom, you don’t like him.
Boredom, you wanna shoot him.
Don’t make that move.
You get in trouble when looking for fun,
You get so tired when the day is done.
Soon as you get in bed,
You remember what should be done instead.
Just forget the problem.
Get a goodnight sleep and dream.
Forget about the boring adventure,
You should’ve discovered something in nature.
Boredom, forget them.
Boredom, sleep before the morning.