A poem danced in my head “Something maybe Taken but its not Lost” Dylan had attacked and miles stood watching speaking “Loka please you’re as much As synotta, you’re evil and full of darkness”. I was pushed and bite and stabbed until they backed up and I saw what they were seeing wolves! “ aw are the Ishavaka scared of the big bad wolves”.
Tilly chased after them with hunter and josh, Wounded I was and this was about to get
A whole lot worse “ WHAT THE HECK WERE YOU THINGKING” Oni made me smile and I had to stop myself from bursting out into laughter but then sefo walked up and the smiling was gone “ you could have been killed or taken! I’m sick of you not telling us and just assuming you can fix all world battles”
This was it he keeps on invading my privacy “Oh I have had it with you! Cant you just stay out of my head and not be so I will save you from everything and you’re all I want” I didn’t notice how close we had gotten and our lips just touched. Oni looked at us and shook his head he turned around and took off with the pack, I turned to face him again “don’t you dare try anything funny or you will be flat as a thumbtack and I’m saying this too you so you understand I’m not gonna chose either of you because right now I want to stay alive and not get killed by the Ishavaka”.
I stormed away angrily and went to Willow tree pub, “ what’s a young lassie’s like you sitting all by yourself and hurt” I looked up to find the most beautiful guy I had seen blue eyes dark black hair and he could pass as a fallen angel any day.
“Let’s say I’m sick of pain, hurt, and betrayal and I’m Belle” He laughed “well Belle I’m Adrian Dante"
Tilly chased after them with hunter and josh, Wounded I was and this was about to get
A whole lot worse “ WHAT THE HECK WERE YOU THINGKING” Oni made me smile and I had to stop myself from bursting out into laughter but then sefo walked up and the smiling was gone “ you could have been killed or taken! I’m sick of you not telling us and just assuming you can fix all world battles”
This was it he keeps on invading my privacy “Oh I have had it with you! Cant you just stay out of my head and not be so I will save you from everything and you’re all I want” I didn’t notice how close we had gotten and our lips just touched. Oni looked at us and shook his head he turned around and took off with the pack, I turned to face him again “don’t you dare try anything funny or you will be flat as a thumbtack and I’m saying this too you so you understand I’m not gonna chose either of you because right now I want to stay alive and not get killed by the Ishavaka”.
I stormed away angrily and went to Willow tree pub, “ what’s a young lassie’s like you sitting all by yourself and hurt” I looked up to find the most beautiful guy I had seen blue eyes dark black hair and he could pass as a fallen angel any day.
“Let’s say I’m sick of pain, hurt, and betrayal and I’m Belle” He laughed “well Belle I’m Adrian Dante"
I have a secret: I'm afraid. I'm terribly afraid that I AM GOING TO DIE. I didn't ask for leukemia. Nor did I expect it. Especially not chronic myelogenous leukemia. Especially when chronic myelogenous leukemia tends to affect the OLDER males, and I'm only what, 14?
But do you know why it has to be a secret? I have a family: my dad and Jae, my youngest sister. [Yeah, I have two more, but, they're out of my life at the moment.] They cried their hearts out once I was diagnosed. They were afraid that they'd lose another family member--after all, my mother passed away after a car accident. I promised to be strong. For Dad. For Jae. For Mom.
But if being strong means that I have to hold back all these tears, that I have to surpress all my fear in order to comfort my family, sometimes I wish I didn't make that promise.
But do you know why it has to be a secret? I have a family: my dad and Jae, my youngest sister. [Yeah, I have two more, but, they're out of my life at the moment.] They cried their hearts out once I was diagnosed. They were afraid that they'd lose another family member--after all, my mother passed away after a car accident. I promised to be strong. For Dad. For Jae. For Mom.
But if being strong means that I have to hold back all these tears, that I have to surpress all my fear in order to comfort my family, sometimes I wish I didn't make that promise.
I was in the class the other day, and Mrs.Crosswaer was handing out new assignments. And he stared at me! Oh his name is Sam, and he was staring at me dreamly!!!!!!!!!!!
It was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cooooooooooooooool!
I am SO SORRY! It had to be lonfer so yeah!
It was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cooooooooooooooool!
I am SO SORRY! It had to be lonfer so yeah!
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One lonely sunday afternoon
I sit in my chamber and have nothing to do
My love is far away
I wonder if (s)he's already forgotten me
So I sadly watch the sky
See the raindrops passing by
One looonely sunday afternooon...
One looonely sunday afternoon
One lonely sunday afternoon
I'm even as my flowers still out of bloom
I find some old photos, covered with dust
I cannot forget you although I know that I must
So I sadly let them fly
And this time I have to cry
One looonely sunday afternooon...
One looonely sunday afternoon
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you seek for spark of hope.
Your life held by
darkness thoughts,
anchor is
some place else.
Bad luck follows you
like a hook,
won't let you go,
won't leave you alone.
You smile today,
and cry whole eternity,
like that's your fate,
disturbing thoughts
to lie inside of you,
to take away everything
that you hope for.
Devil is calling your name,
leaves you not,
you don't see the angel on
your shoulder,
trying to give you a strength.
You long for life
that you don't know of,
you seek for peace,
trying to get away
from misty forest
that stains your heart
into black.