Rosalie's POV
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It was raining. I stared at the rain, how it fell on the ground and how it splashed apart. I hated the rain, it remind me of sad moments. Like my past. But my past was nothing compared the fact that Emmett left me. Emmett learned me to love the nature, including the rain. So rain reminds me of Emmett. It was a few days after his change when he took me outside while it rained. I could remind that day clear.

'Come on! It's just rain,' Emmett laughed at me. I frowned. I didn't wanted to go outside while it rained. It's wet and cold. Not that the cold bother me compared...

Emmett's POV
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Fantastic, making jokes about Bella and Edward again is really funny. Too bad that Bella is a vampire now and that she can't blush anymore.

Jasper, Alice and Bella were hunting. Carlisle and Esme were in Carlisle's offish, and I actually didn't wanted to know what they were doing I mean...

'Emmett, they are our parents!' Edward hissed to me. I shrugged.

What? Parents can have fun too you know.

'Emmett!'

Okay okay, sorry Ed. Too bad Bella isn't here, she could cheer your bad mood up and...

'Emmett Dale McCarthy Cullen it's good you didn't say that out loud!'...

Rosalie's POV
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I was walking, walking in the darkness. Trying to search the light, trying to, maybe hear voices. I didn't know how I had to start. I started to run, but after a few seconds my legs were giving up. No! I thought. No! Please! Move! But I couldn't. I fell on the ground. The ground was very cold. Colder then my skin. It was so cold that it hurt me. I was paralyzed. This was the end, I felt it. This is the end of Rosalie Lillian Hale. Before I died I thought of my family. Alice, we didn't finish our wardrobe, I couldn't shop with her anymore.
And Jasper, he was so...

24: Victim of the Game

The rest of the trip was in relative silence. Rosalie seemed ok after a while, even talking to Luke and Michael. To Jack, she spoke with her mind only. Tristan had gone to his room-to work on something though what no one knew. At long last the carriage came to an abrupt and Tristan came out, his face grim.
“That bad?” Jack asked, looking up at him.
He didn’t answer, just looked down. “What?” Rosalie asked him, sensing that something big had been kept from her.
No one answered, they all silently got off but Rosalie was not done. “What is going on? Jack?”...

Here it is.Chapter three.Special thanks to RosalieLillian who helped my writers block.Thanks so much to everyone for reading and being supportive of Painful Memories.Hope you like this chapter :D

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Painful Memories


Chapter Three






Alice POV






"Alice what's wrong?What did you see?" Edward asked me.I knew he would freak if he saw my vision.I quickly started sing Brick by Boring Brick by Paramore in my head.That was my favorite song by Paramore.

"Edward, It was about Rosalie" I turned to face the rest of my family and Bella."I'll tell...

I didn't know how long I ran or where I was. Finally I stopped and I leaned against a tree as I sobbed. I was going to lose Emmett soon. There was no way back. Aro told us about a day... a day what's linked to Emmett. We would never find out which day, it was hopeless. I knew I had to do anything to find out which day, but I didn't had the strength anymore. I couldn't do it. I admit I was afraid to find which day they meant. I was afraid because, what if the day already past? What if we were too late? Emmett would stay human forever.

I imagined Emmett growing old, I imagined him bruised because...

The two days flew by and before I knew we were on the plane to Italy. Emmett sat next to me, sleeping. His condition was better, but he still had pain. I prayed, wished and hoped as much as I could that he'll be fine, and with fine I mean one of us again. I know it was selfish, despite the fact that I prefer being human more than being a vampire, but you must understand that with this situation it was different. Though, I always wondered how it would be if Emmett was a human. Well, he was gorgeous.

I was snapped out of my thoughts by the speaker; we were going to land. I turned my head to see...

Emmett's POV
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I felt pain when I laid on the ground. The ground was cold and I could feel blood slip down my face. Damn. Blood in front of vampires wasn't a good sign. I wanted to stood up but my whole body was in pain. Waking up from a transformation from vampire to human wasn't amusing. I felt my heart pounding against my chest from terror. I felt a little bit dizzy. I heard faint sounds and voices. I almost got unconscious when a voice sneered through me. A beautiful voice.

'FORGIVE ME, EMMETT!' my Angel sobbed and screamed at the same time. I wanted to reply but I couldn't....

I looked with shock at Emmett. His smell was in one word delicious. I looked shocked at Jasper and Alice who were walking back. The smell was too good for them. But for me it was incredible, amazing. Like it called me to drink it. I could almost taste the blood on my tongue. I licked with my tongue down my lip. I wanted that blood so badly. Suddenly I remembered the day when I saw Emmett for the first time. I still couldn't understand how I could run miles with him in my arm, blood covering his body.

'Alice, take Jasper downstairs,' Carlisle ordered immediately.

Jasper glared deathly at Carlisle....

Emmett's POV
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Life was always something self-evident for me. Your mother give birth to you and you grow up, go to school, marry and have children with the one you love and after that, you will die a peaceful death. It sounds so self-evident but it isn't. Life is full of surprises. You never know what to expect. Who could ever know that I was meant to be mauled by a bear? Who could ever know that I was meant to be a vampire? Exactly, nobody. But even as a vampire, your life is full of surprises. Maybe you don't have to be afraid to die early by a car accident or a heart attack,...

Rosalie's POV
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'I love you,' Emmett whispered before falling on the ground.

I shrieked and tried to push Jane away. Edward and Jasper fell on the ground too. Alec. No! No! No! 'Don't! Please!' I shrieked again when I saw Emmett's arm flying through the room. 'No!' I screamed and I punched Jane in the face. She glared at me and shared a glance with Alec. 'No!' and that was the last thing I could say. I fell on the ground. I couldn't hear, feel, see, say or smell. It was white. I was surrounded by the color white. I couldn't believe it, next to me was Emmett. They were torturing...

I was engaged, yes and it was nice. I was happy again and I could smile. Edward and I didn't find as much as we did before and me and my parents were getting well better now. Esme sees me and start to beam at my happiness. Carlisle sees me and smiled a true, happy smile, knowing that he made a good decision for changing me, but was it a good decision? Since Emmett and I got together I was happy, but there was something. Everything when so easy, but the point was, was it that easy? After what Royce and his damn friends did to me... I wasn't heal. I even didn't know if I was going to heal. I...

It was five hours, twenty-four minutes and eleven after I kissed Emmett. And guess what, HE KISSED BACK! I swear I almost felt my heart beating again. It was so... different. It was like I was complete again, with one little empty hole, my baby. Never would I feel a little, pink, soft baby in my arms. But it wasn't the time for thinking about that now. It was like my world just contains Emmett and me.

I thought I would never trust a man again, after what that bastard with his freaking friends did to me. I flinched at every touch from a man, remembering the awful night again. I just trusted...

It was a week after Emmett's transformation. Me and Emmett were good friends. But it wasn't just a friendship for me, it was more. But I guess Emmett didn't saw more. And I understood that. I changed him, I end his life. And I had to learn to live with that. But that doesn't stop a friendship.

I was thinking when I was going to tell him my story. My past. It was hard for me, because it was a very sensitive subject for me, but he deserved it to know. Emmett didn't show any impatience. He waited until I was ready, and that's another reason from the million that I loved him. But I guess it was...

It was two days after Emmett's accident. He still wasn't over it, he felt like he was a monster. All the things he said before, that this wasn't so bad, that this all was kind of "funny", took he back. He hated this life, and he hated hisself. Carlisle, Esme, Edward, and I, all we tried to cheer him up, that it was okay, that it was natural. But all the time he didn't wanted to listen. It was like he didn't excist. That our life was back to before Emmett came in the family. And that hurt me. A lot.

I knocked on the door. It was my turn to try to cheer Emmett up, to say that it was okay. I hoped...

'Er... yes. To eat,' I tried to explain Emmett.

'Eat?' Emmett shook confused his head.

'Yes, eat. Do you know what that mean?' Edward made weird waved, like Emmett was dumb.

'You're going so hard down!' Emmett lunged for Edward's throat. Edward made a step to the left and Emmett grabbed in the air. He growled and tried to kill Edward again. Edward walked outside, with Emmett behind him. At least Edward thinks about Esme's house.

'You stupid mindreader,' Emmett growled. And suddenly I saw Edward flying to a tree.

'Boys, enough!' Esme yelled at them. They both growled at each other, but they didn't...

We were all at home. Dazed about the fact that Rosalie left us. They tried to cheer me up, but I was gone. After my outburst in the forest, I didn't talk anymore. My otherhalf was gone, and how could you live with one half?
'How could she do this to us?' Esmé cried. 'She's unbelieveble!'
'I thought she was happy with us,' Bella cried with her. They wrapped their arms around each other.
'With who should I go shopping now? Who is going to fix my car?' Alice cried. 'Why did she do this to us?'
Jasper wrapped his arms around her, he cried too. Rosalie and Jasper had a very strong bond with each...

i light knock broke the silence, thank goodness, anymore of this silent treatment, and the quite whispers, some angry, obvious from edward.
"Bella?" Rosalies voice sounded outside.
"Yes Rose, come in"
Her blonde locks now up in a tight scraffy bun, looks more a birds rest compared to what is expected of the Rosalie Hale.
Her face was dull and blemished, distressed, like she has been crying all afternoon.
She wore what appeared to bea old pair of sweats that most likely that been stuffed down her cupbaords.
"Do you know what this means bella?" her voice broken.
"Ummm no, its jsut means my vampire...

Rosalie's POV
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I was sitting on the ground, thinking about everything.
First: I was stuck in this room, with guards around, so I couldn't escape. I tried everything, even... well, even trying to temp them. One of them almost believed me, but then the other came in and warned him.
Second: I wondered why Joshua and Jason are doing this to me. I tried everything to let them say it but Joshua wasn't in the mood for that. When was he? And Jason, I liked him, he was nice but he don't want to tell it.
Third: I missed my family, I was wondering what they were doing. I missed my lovely...