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…………Merry Christmas! Posted over a year ago

HOW DARE YOU TO COME HERE AND NOT EVEN SAY HI??? REPORT NOW!!!!!!!!!!! Posted over a year ago

Thank you, not only for your kind words, also for checking on me; but I don’t want to pull you down, I just needed you to know that I don’t have a problem with you. It is just that nobody can help someone as long as that person doesn’t want to feel better and allows help. And I get a satisfaction from my suffering, I don’t want to lose my loyal true self, and deep mourning is the exclusive acceptable way for me and the only thing that causes me to not break down completely. Posted over a year ago

I didn’t want you to think that I keep my distance because of you, because the problem is only that I am deeply lost in suffering and pain. And although I am aware of how lucky I am in life, I am too broken to appreciate what I have left. Delena got me through the last years and I feel like they are everything that I care about, and I haven’t felt happiness and joy and haven’t laughed or smiled in more than half year now – and I still can’t imagine a change even after so many months. Posted over a year ago

Any chance I could get you to vote and maybe leave a comment in this Disney Poll I made here:

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I'm trying to get as many Fanpoppers to vote and comment and your vote could really help a lot :) I'd really appreciate it as every little vote counts :) Posted over a year ago

My existence is pretty zombie-like for almost three months now, because my mind threw me in an almost emotionless state for protection. I am a rational and not very emotional person otherwise anyway, and only my two obsessions – Delena and Damon – got me to involve my heart and soul so deeply. So, I somehow still function now, but I avoid to feel much, what is at least interesting to examine in a scientific way. Posted over a year ago

Well, I will give you some time and wait for you to tell me when your exams will be over. But don’t worry, it is normal in your situation to fear forgetting everything, but it normally none the less doesn’t happen, and if you have never had a blackout before, it is most likely to stay like that. And to your privacy point: I guess that more people follow you on tumblr than come to my fanpop profile that isn’t visited hat much since you, Thana and Iva left. Posted over a year ago

I never write on open spaces what I don’t want others to read, and our walls on fanpop can also be seen by the other people around here. So, you really don’t need to come back if you already moved on from this community, because I would never destroy you being at peace with what you do. I will let you decide if you feel more under surveillance there or bothered to come here, while I just enjoy talking to you no matter where. Posted over a year ago

I am also always happy to hear from you and hope that we can stay in touch by trying to keep up writing. Posted over a year ago

I have so much to do with work lately, and I also miss you so very much. I feel terrible because you again had to come after me, but I am still really glad that you did. You should read the article on link until I will be finished with exams and have less tax duties in the office in between those. Posted over a year ago