I hate being yelled at and chastised in front of so many people. (Don't want to talk about it.)

How are you ladies doing?

Couldn't get you a medal so I got you this to help cheer you up!
I also left a special cheering cat for you, too! Hope it helps! 😊

Woohoo!! Tax season is always my favorite!

Me writing all my college essays

So I loved stuffed animals and Peeps and Build-a-Bear has a few of these for Easter and I just could not resist! I named her Penelope but Penny for short. She's a sweetie!! You can see her here in her Peeps pajamas. She loves to sleep.

Because I'm so addicted to her, I got 3 more! I have tiny stuffed Peeps in pink, yellow, and blue so I got a matching big one in blue and yellow for the little babies. I'm 34 years old, but I don't care lol

Here's the yellow one, help me with a name!

And here's the blue one! Name?

I'm really excited for this one. When I went in the store yesterday, they did not have this rainbow one or I would have gotten it. I'm still glad I got pink Penny though.

*crawls out from the shadows!* Hi, is it safe? *lol* Lord, ya'll I am so sorry I've been gone so long! This is has not been my week! First the bathroom floods right when I come home from my mammogram (everything was normal, thank god!), then the weather decides to act up today and I spent all of yesterday arguing with a little &@#%*%$ on DeviantArt because they don't like how I comment they need to look up the word sarcasm! God, they need to lighten up! *screams internally!* but I'm back and on the bright side my grandfather is doing some better *knock wood*
So, what did I miss? 😊

Help! My therapist asked to see my art gallery and I told the truth about my username and now I want to hide! *lol* Any good hiding places? *lol* 😳

I have some sort of news. If any of you have Instagram, you can follow me! I decided to make a page about my chronic pain and multiple illnesses. There's apparently a following for it, and this gives me a safe space to discuss such issues. My username is chronicallyill24. If you follow me, I will follow back!

Forgot to tell ya. A couple of weeks ago I traveled to a city that has a Starbucks around every corner and finally had the chance to eat my first *real* donut. I admit it was better than I expected. The jelly filling was delicious, but I didn’t enjoy this pink glaze topping, even though I found it beautiful and it was the reason I chose this particular donut. Anyway, so much for this food column. Keep posted for more culinary reviews LOL.

Oh, I have some news! I am taking the next step in my art and started two subscriptions (it's a monthly art subscription thing(?) ) on DeviantArt! One's a Tip Jar (shows exclusive art) and the other is Cover Art (mainly book covers) Wish me luck in the art world! 😁

Good news my grandfather's doing better! He does rehab during the week and rests during the weekend. But thank god he's doing better and he has a birthday coming up! 🎂😊💗 Hopefully he'll home, then!🤞

Hello ladies how are we doing this morning? Next week is a very busy one for me so I might not be around as much. I've got a Powerpoint, test, and essay - that doesn't include the normal homework I have to do *sigh* I'm never taking full course credits again!

Friendly reminder ladies!

Oh, I almost forgot! Spent all day yesterday creating this! Whew! *lol* Enjoy!

Sorry for posting so much but I need some advice. I started messaging/ chatting(?) this person on Tumblr and I'm kind of regretting it. She's not trolling or anything but I'm not sure if she's human or if she's just awkward or if she's even interested in talking at all. She seems to only want to know if I'm watching Superfruit, she takes half the day to answer and by the time she does it's late, her answers are one word and the conversations are like having one with a clone of myself; there awkward, introvert and never seems to know how to answer back. Basically, we're not really clicking. Any advice?

So I have all next week off work because I have A TON of school work, but I will try to check in on this forum and you all. If there's any news, let us know and I'll do the same! Much love to you all!

Getting off subject and I apologize! You guys know I'm a Pentaholic and I need to say this I'm just I'm so excited! Kirstin of PTX is pregnant! She and Ben are going to have a baby girl!!!!!!! I'm so thrilled! Finally some happy news! Okay, fan girling done Sorry!😳*slowly disappears into the shadows*

While Kirsten is fangirling, I'm going to do some of my own! I want to show you the Care Bears I got!! Okay first up we have the Do Your Best bear. I don't normally care for green but I love him! His little kite is so cute too.

Next we have the Dream Bright bear, my favorite of this small bunch of bears I got. The picture doesn't do it justice but its fur is like a tie-dye of purple and blue which is always my favorite.

Next is the Harmony bear. I love the color of the fur! Again, the picture doesn't do it justice. It's more deep purple (as these photos are filtered for Instagram).

And here's Hopeful Heart! She's adorable, right?

Lastly, it's the Friend bear! Reminds me of all of you!

In other news, my eyesight is getting SO bad that I am needing glasses to be on the computer, and that's never happened to me before. I need new glasses, but I hope my worsening eyesight isn't due to a health reason.

Oh, my god! I can't believe I found this! This was my mom's FAVORITE cat cartoon! I need to share this, you will howl! XD

Can y'all please pray for my aunt? She fell and broke her shoulder and is in a lot of pain and has to have surgery. I'm sure she will be okay but prayers can't hurt!

Look at this adorable puzzle! I'm going to try to convince my bf to buy it for my birthday.

Have you seen this suspense film trailer? It's called Men (so creative! *lol*) I'm not sure which is more strange the fact that the movie has only have two cast members or the that the woman can't seem to grasp that every male she meets is the same person? XD Maybe it should be called Man? *lol*
But you be the judge.

Great news all! I made it to the end of the week and finished ALL school work! Guess that mean's the party is over for you all since I'm back now.

How is everyone doing??

So I think I am going to drop a couple classes for this semester. I just have so much to do and hardly have time for fun things anymore. I started school as a way to make money and to learn...for fun. I am no longer having fun. I am stressed out and my mental health is suffering. I just want to be high all the time, which is not normal for me honestly. I feel like a failure but I don't really have another choice.

Just wanted to share. Hope everyone has a good weekend!

Before I forget or before I lose my internet again whichever comes first *lol* my ultrasound for the kidney specialist is April 7 and with that here's an art piece to describe my 'joy' over this XD

Now that I've decided I'm going to drop out of one of my courses, I feel SO much better! I feel like a tremendous weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Thank you all for your supportive words, they really do mean a lot to me! Love you all!

Y'all! Carrie Underwood at the Grammy's! She looks like a real life Disney princess!!

So my bf works at the college I'm going to, and he told me that on Friday some poor kid tried to kill himself at the school because his teacher accused him of plagiarism. I was able to drop my class without much fuss, and I'm glad I did! I feel so much better! I took that incident as a sign that that was the right thing for me to do.

I hope you all have a wonderful day!!

DROPOUT BESTIES!!

I didn't drop out of all my classes, just one. But I've been so stressed out that I forgot I had several things due last week! *sigh* I really can't wait for this semester to be over.

Sad news everyone. My mom has passed away. I'm in shock, my momma is gone. So, I hope it's okay if I post this pic of her cause this how I want her to be remembered. She was my friend, my cheerleader and the best and sassiest mom ever.

*a hug from me to all of you* 💖💖💖

Please don't forget to take care of yourselves! Drink your water, take your medicine, and treat yourself to something. It doesn't have to be big, it could a candy bar or piece of cake.

Miss you my besties! I hope you're all doing okay! I'm excited because for the first time since last year (literally), I picked up a book to read for fun! You don't know how much I needed that. I'm so happy to not be doing (as much) school.

Oh and I did a art piece. It's been a few days and I just had to get back in there, quite proud of it :)

Here's an update for you all. I ended up dropping another class, so two in total. I'm bummed about this one because I was enjoying the subject and doing well in it, but it was just a LOT of work. That's why I dropped my first class. I was just totally overwhelmed. Now I have just stopped doing any work lol

Aaaand with my health, I actually had an appointment yesterday in person because I wanted to test for POTS (I can tell you about it if you're curious) which I strongly suspect I have. The test for POTS has them taking your blood pressure lying down, sitting up, and then standing to see if there are any changes. If there are dramatic changes, then it could be you have POTS. I "failed" that test, because my blood pressure didn't change but while they were taking my bp standing up, I started feeling sick and dizzy and they had to help me into a chair. It was embarrassing, and I couldn't even hold my arm up straight while they were taking my pressure either. I got a call today and she said she doesn't really know if it is POTS or not but I am being referred to a cardiologist so we'll see how that goes. I'm just worried because I've read sometimes if you "fail" the blood pressure tests (meaning your bp doesn't change drastically switching positions), you could still have POTS but my doctor doesn't seem to think so. I would hate to have to shop around for doctors. And if I truly DON'T have it then what the heck is wrong with me?!

I was going to do this before my mom left but I just did this piece as sort of therapy(?) or at least getting it out. Kind of represents what I think dementia is. Let me know what you think

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Y'all...Meghan has arrived! She hasn't aged a day, but I am oh so happy to see her again if only briefly!

Hello my besties! How are we doing today? What's new?

Okay rant time! (I apologize in advance) First off it's been a while since I've given an update on my grandfather since my mom left the earth. So, here we go!
Well, he's recovering and he's going to a nursing home (temporarily) while he recovers now here's where the rant comes in. He has a pressure wound on his heel that these morons aren't letting heal! I know a lot about pressure wounds because my mom had pressure wounds that I actually helped my dad treat when she began falling when I was sixteen! That's actually when she started declining. I know what to do. So, this isn't rocket science! And I'm fearful that he's going to end up like her. Seriously, why are these people so stupid! It's not hard to treat these things! I don't have a medical license and even I know what they need to do, it's not hard! I do not want him to suffer the way she did! It's not right, it's not fair!
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Rant done, sorry.