This Is Insane! Have you seen this! Mannequin or real? What do you think?

Hey besties just letting you know I've left Weheartit. They have decided to kick me off the premium subscription and the only way to get it is if you have a ipad or iphone (which I have neither cause I'm weird, I guess! *lol*) and without the upgrade I can't download photos so... yeah. Main reason why I joined *sighs* Really sorry about this! 😢

Wait, whaaat? I have the premium subscription for WHI and this is the first I'm hearing of this! I mean, I do use WHI on an iPad but that's really not fair! I'm sorry that sucks :(

In other news, I have been suffering for about a week now. I was cleaning our kitchen, and bent down to pick up some trash. As I did, something in my back cramped and I have been in an intense amount of pain since. I pulled a muscle or nerve or something. I've only gotten temporary relief taking muscle relaxers and using my heating pad. But now I think I'm going to go to urgent care because I've been in pain for far too long, this isn't normal. I'll let you both know if I do!

Thank you both! You are true blue friends!

How has your weekend been going?

Oh no Kirsten! That really sucks! Do you know what kind of laptop you need to get, like a specific brand? I would be so mad!! 🤬

I am feeling better, the heating pad certainly helped but I think the best thing were my muscle relaxers. I wish I could get a higher prescription of that 🥴

I hope you both have a wonderful Sunday! I've just been working on school lately! So far, this semester is much better than the last one! And I'm taking more credits!

Hello my wonderful and lovely besties! How is your morning going so far? (at least it's still morning where I am!) I'm so hungry and I want spaghetti but it's only 10 am so I don't know how that's going to work lol I guess it isn't!

Lately I have been so brain fried! I want to write an article but I'm not finding the inspiration for it. I also can't think of any polls or questions to ask! *sigh* Do y'all have any suggestions?

Thanks for the suggestions besties! I hope I have a good article for you guys soon! I hope y’all have a great day!!

Happy Early Thursday! (This is an old Tumblr joke! Out of touch Thursday! *lol*)

Hi my besties.Just letting you know that I have had a tragedy in my family this morning so I don't know when I will be back on here. Take care sending you both lots of love xo

I'm sorry about your tragedy Berni. Just know we are here for you if you need us.

I've been having a lot of headaches lately. I'm not sure what the issue is other than my general overall poor health 🤷‍♀️ I hope you besties have a good Friday and happy weekend! I hope to get my article up this weekend so be sure to look for it!

A Song For Berni And Heather 💖💖 Keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers!

Beautiful song, thanks for sharing bestie! I trust your weekend is going okay (minus the nail polish incident of course)?

Happy Fri-yay besties! I hope you have a good day and a great start to your weekend, which I hope will be fabulous! I know I keep talking about an article that I never manage to produce but I hope to finally put some work into it today!

Lots of love my beautiful besties! What will you be doing this weekend?

I am mere seconds away from rage quitting this stupid website! I am so beyond tired of my contributions meaning absolute SHIT! This happens not only on Fanpop, but other sites as well. What is the point? Why bother!

Happy Valentine's Day Besties! ❤️😻

Happy Valentin`s day my sweet besties!!!💝💐🍫

Okay I'm going to be honest, I hate Valentine's Day so... Happy Chocolate Day!!!! 🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫

I'll catch up with things as soon as I can.Love and miss you my besties,hope you are both doing well 🌸💖🌸

It's been a while so... what do you think?

Oh my gosh!! I have been SO busy y’all! I will fill you all in when I get a spare minute. It’s a lot! I hope you all are doing well, miss you besties!!

Okay so. I will try to keep this as short as I can so y'all can actually read it!

I went to a rheumatologist because I asked to be referred to one to see if I could get a fibromyalgia points test and ask about Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. While there, she discovered a rash I had and sent me to do blood work. Blood work came back concerning so they referred me to (in their words) a "blood doctor" for possible anemia.

Two days before my "blood doctor" appointment, I did an eCheck in before hand and discovered that THIS doctor works in a cancer center and is actually a specialist in hematology-oncology. I know from research that oncology is cancer. For two (maybe three?) days before the appointment, I looked up any possible cancer because I had a lot of the same symptoms for some of them, and I had lately been itching on my legs really bad, and that is one sign of a few types of cancer...

I had to take my bf with me because I was freaking out, worrying I had cancer! I cried in the office, in the waiting room, and in front of the nurse who was very sweet and explained to me what hematology-oncology was. She said I wasn't there for a cancer concern so that eased my mind a lot. She was very sweet. The doctor came in and asked a bunch of questions, then told me I'm actually not anemic (my heart dropped...oh no, this is cancer!) but said I could have a vitamin deficiency.

I was SO upset (which is normally very unlike me as I tend to remain calm) that I got very hot and inflamed, so much so that my hands were literally RED and I almost vomited!

Flash forward to today, and he is still waiting on a few other results but I do have a folate deficiency. He doesn't seem too concerned about it, so I am not psyching myself out again.

TL;DR (too long, didn't read)
I thought I had cancer, but I don't think I do!

hey my besties wish you all peace of luck and happiness!!🌸💖🌸

yup agree!!

This is me right now 😂🥱

Hello my besties! I have another appointment with the "blood doctor" this week, so fingers crossed that everything is okay!

I hope you all have been having a good weekend!

Hello my besties! I saw the blood doctor (I'll just say that, it's quicker to write) today. Nothing super serious. He asked if I had a family history of sickle cell anemia or thalassemia, so I have put out a bulletin to all my family members that I'm still talking to to ask if they know someone who has it. He's not really concerned about it so I'm not either. It was just something he noted as a possibility for my abnormal blood tests.

How are you besties doing?

I need to share this! There is kindness! Short backstory, my favorite singer Lewis Capaldi has Tourette's and he was doing a show when his symptoms started acting up but then the fans came to his rescue and helped him sing the song! So cool! 🥹 This video is short but it's so sweet!

Hello my besties, I hope you're doing well! Happy Sabbath! I am catching up on some Fanpop-related uploads, what are you besties doing today?

Hey besties! St. Patrick's Day is almost here! Who's green with envy! *lol* 💚🍀

Hi all. So I have lately been so preoccupied with animals, specifically animals dying or not getting saved and ultimately being put down. I am haunted by the images and videos I have seen. I see them everywhere too, on almost every social platform I use. Is this the work of the FBI, meant to take down or drive the population insane? Because if so, it's working. All I do all day is watch sad animal videos and cry. I don't know how to get out of this cycle. It feels hopeless, and I don't understand why animals have to suffer. I don't understand why animals have to be euthanized to simply make space for more animals, only to euthanize those ones as well. Why is this happening? This is murder!! This is cruel. I wish I could get out of this depression because I'm tired of crying 24/7. Fanpop seems to be the only place I can escape this. I need to clean my apartment, I need to physically take care of myself and all of my pets, I need to work on school. But I can't do this if I am crying all day, every day.

Thank you besties for understanding. Kirsten, I haven't noticed food dye issues but then again, I don't really pay much attention to it. But I take many medications and should know my triggers. Berni, you are right about karma. The only remotely good takeaway from any of this is that the babies are now with Jesus and as for the murderers...well He will deal with them as well.

Rant time! I don't know if I should be angry, worried or frustrated right now! So on Friday I did blood work and it's been on my mind for a while and I got the results and it's not looking good for kidneys. And now my own therapist is worried and wants me off INSAIDS including Tylenol! Which was supposed to be safe! Now I can't take anything for pain! I will admit I have taken Aleve when it was bad but Dr. Sing (my kidney doctor) never said what to take that was stronger or safe just Tylenol. So now I'm just waiting for a phone call for her to see me early and rip my head off! I am so done with this! 😡

I'm sorry Kirsten, that must be incredibly frustrating! I hope you get this fixed, and your kidneys heal! I take prescription pain medicine so I am not sure of anything other than that and NSAIDS.

PS: I have found that getting angry is sometimes the way to go. You might see far more different results.

Happy St. Patrick's Day! 🍀💚

Besties! Taylor Swift finally started the Eras tour last night and OMG! The outfits! 😍

Happy First Day Of Spring! *lol*

Guess What Day It Is! *lol*

Hello besties! Only one more day until Friday! Fri-yay! Does anyone have plans for this weekend?

Um, so have some news(ish) I guess? I mean it's no big deal but a few days ago I went to the dentist and they found my second wisdom tooth hiding and it has to come out *yay* Now I've done this before so I'm not as scared but I probably will be when I get there! *lol* For now it's on May 15. Honestly I don't know how I'll feel, I can't remember how I felt last time but I might be absent for a bit but I just don't know. But I apologize in advance.
Now can somebody tell me why my wisdom teeth are coming out in my thirties? 🤔

Of course it's okay! We can have a *party* in the forum before your big day Kirsten! I hope you besties enjoy your start to the weekend!

I understand bestie! Take as much time as you need. We will be here for you when you get back!

Hello my beautiful besties! I hope you're all having a great Thursday! I went to the doctor and got some lidocaine patches but...they're not working. I've had one on since 9am. Not sure if this is an immediate effect or happening over time. 🤷‍♀️ I also started going to physical therapy. I now have to go two times a week. It is maybe 20 or so minutes walking distance (I walk slow!) but is technically across the street. So it is an awkward distance away that if I took a Lyft I would waste so much money. But at the same time, standing and walking for me are a huge pain (literally!). So that's that.

Going to see if I can change any more club looks now 😂

Hello and happy Sabbath my wonderful besties! I have written an article you might be interested in! It's me ranking Taylor Swift's albums! Check it out if you wish!

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It's me, hi! (I'm the problem it's me) Just wanted to share that I have uploaded several seamless profile background images to my Picture Dump forum if you are interested!

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Well I have some very upsetting news. My dog might have lymphoma (cancer). Naturally I am devastated and having a hard time accepting this possible diagnosis. He is only 6. We have had him for 5 years. This isn't fair or right. I need to distract myself now, but if you all could pray for Horatio, I would really appreciate it.

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Happy Easter my besties! Have a beautiful and relaxing day!

Good morning my beautiful besties! What are your plans for today?

Okay, crisis!!!! I've got to talk to my dad! I just realized that my wisdom tooth pulling is on May 15, my birthday is May 19... you see the problem? How can I enjoy birthday with a newly healing hole in my mouth? ACK!!!! I'm in trouble! 😧😓🫦🦷